Chapter 8
Friday morning arrived, and it seemed as thought San Francisco was going to
show another side of its weather, as Alex looked out the window and gazed at a
slightly overcast sky. She was hoping that by the time they were finished at
the gym the California sun would once again be shining brightly.
Originally, the gals decided to go to Sausalito for the afternoon, but Sonny
looked downright pitiful as he pleaded with them to wait until Saturday to
visit the small city on the other side of the bridge, so that he and Ray could
go along. Sam stood there smiling through his entire performance and then
simply told him that all he would have had to do was ask. She had never been in
the area before so everything was new to her. She didn't care where they went
or what she saw first and saving Sausalito until Saturday was just fine with
her.
The business discussion in Sonny's office was minimal because most of the
paperwork had been finished the day before. Consequently, Samantha's work on
the computer was finished in a short period of time. Ray and Alex again went up
to the wall so Ray could see first hand how the holds were placed and how to
rearrange them for new climbing paths. Alex wanted to personally make sure
there would be no mess ups on this wall, as there had been on hers, and that
all the ropes, anchors and holds were checked and in proper working order.
After Samantha finished up the little paperwork that was left she asked Sonny
to show her around the rest of the gym. All she had gotten to see so far was
the front desk area and the office. He was, of course, more than happy to
oblige and gave her the Queen's tour of the place he and Ray spent the past
eight years putting together. It was one of the largest gyms in the area and
the clientele was almost exclusively gay and lesbian.
The tour of the first floor didn't take long and they proceeded up to the
second, ending in front of the newly completed climbing wall. Ray was on one
end of the wall, talking with one of the workers. Sonny pointed out to Sam that
Alex was on the other end. The two friends made off in opposite directions.
Samantha walked over behind Alex and put her arms around her. "Making sure
everything is as it should be this time?"
"Yes, I am." Alex turned around and looked at her lover, remembering
that it had only been a couple nights ago when she caught a falling Samantha in
her arms and turned what started out as a friendship into a blossoming love
affair. She put voice to her thoughts as she whispered in her lover's ear.
"You know, Samantha, if it hadn't been for that faulty anchor, we would
probably still be just friends trying to figure out how to take the
relationship further." She gave the smaller woman a kiss on the cheek and
a quick hug.
"It just adds fuel to the idea that all things happen for the greater
good, doesn't it? At least for our greater good in this case." Samantha
smiled up into Alex's face, thinking of how lucky she was that she did take
that fall.
"So, how's it coming along here. Gonna be done by noon?" Samantha
wanted to know.
"We just about have everything squared away. Ray knows how to change the
paths of the holds -- not that he will be the one doing it -- and everything
has been properly checked out. He's now comfortable with the entire operation.
I assured him that adding this element to the gym was a sound business move, so
he's feeling extremely good about the decision."
Alex grabbed the blonde's hand and started walking toward Ray and Sonny.
"Actually, Samantha, I believe we are finished here as of right now. Are
you ready to turn this trip into a vacation?"
"The entire trip's been a vacation for me," the smaller woman replied
as she smiled and tried to keep up with her partner. "Take it easy, Alex.
We're not going to run through the rest of the weekend, are we?" Samantha
laughed as she pulled on her lover's hand attempting to slow her down.
"I'm sorry, Samantha. I guess I'm not used to having someone trying to
keep up with me. Either I'm going to have to learn to walk slower, or you are
going to have to grow a couple inches." She laughed then told Samantha she
was only kidding and that she was perfect just the size she was.
"Uh, huh," was the reply from the blonde, "Sure. You're already
making fun of my being vertically challenged, what's next?"
Alex shook her head. "I'm going to pretend I didn't hear that," she
grinned as she kept walking toward the guys.
When they got to the other end of the room, Ray and Sonny were standing in
front of and looking up at the huge new addition to their gym.
"It's quite a work of art," Samantha noted as she, too, looked up at
the wall. "I hope it brings you all the luck that Alex's brought me . . .
without having to have anyone fall off, of course." She smiled at the two
guys and then up at Alex.
"We're going to call it a day here and get some sightseeing done while the
sun's still out," Alex told their friends. "We may even take a trip
over to Berkeley now that we aren't going to Sausalito until tomorrow."
She glanced at Sonny and smiled and then turned to face Ray. "Do you think
you can handle everything else?"
"Yes, thanks again, Alex. You do realize that you won't be getting rid of
us as clients for a long time to come, don't you?" Ray smiled at his
friend. 'Just because you'll be running your own operation doesn't mean you
don't have to keep us up on all the new stuff as it comes out. I'm not about to
lose my expert."
"I have agreed to keep a few of my favorite people and of course you and
Sonny are at the top of a very short list." Alex gave her friend a hug.
"Even if you don't need me for the business, we will always be
friends," she said as she looked at one and then the other of the two men.
She had been with them since the inception of their dream or at least from the
point at which they were starting to make it come true. It had been a learning
experience for all of them and the beginning of an evolving friendship. As the
gym expanded and grew, so did their ties to each other.
A long time ago Alex vowed to herself that she would always be there for the
two guys as she knew they would always be there for her. Good friendships were
a rare commodity in today's world and she was not about to let this one slip
through her fingers.
Ray and Sonny were there with her when she first met Nikki. They stood by her
through the turbulent relationship and through the breakup. Sonny even
'butched' it up occasionally to give her a solid shoulder to lean on when
things were beginning to get out of hand between her and Nikki and she had no
one else to turn to for a sympathetic ear. They had been pillars for her when
she made the final break from the woman who had become impossible to live with.
Alex had always been strong and pretty much of a loner but when she needed
someone to be there as support she knew she could count on the two men she was
now standing in front of.
Remembering back, she knew that Sonny could have given her an 'I told you so,'
about Nikki, but he never did. It turned out that he had been a better judge of
character than she had when it came to Nikki, as he never did really like the
woman. She was hoping that his intuitiveness would be right again this time, as
he and Samantha seemed to hit it off immediately.
"Shall we set a time to meet on Saturday?" Sonny asked as he turned
toward Samantha, snapping Alex out of her reverie.
Looking at Sam and Sonny, it was as if they were the ones who had been friends
for years instead of having been strangers just two days ago. Alex beamed as
she realized how well her friend and her lover were getting along.
"We don't expect to make tonight a really late evening, so why don't you
meet us at the hotel at . . . say . . . 9:00 and we'll all go to breakfast and
then off to the little city?" Samantha said as she looked over at Alex and
received a nod of approval.
Ray also gave a nod very similar to the one Alex gave.
It's funny,
Samantha thought,
how much alike Alex and Ray really are. Does that mean I'm like Sonny? NO!
She dismissed the thought with a small smile.
"Okay. 9:00 it is then. Until tomorrow, ladies." Sonny gave Sam a hug
and kiss and as the women turned to go he called after them. "I just can't
wait -- we are going to have such a good time! I'll have everything
planned."
The gals stepped out into the now sunny afternoon as Alex's wish came true, and
it once again they were graced with a beautiful California day. Alex turned to
Samantha, "Okay, sunshine, where shall we start, now that Sausalito has
been postponed until tomorrow?"
"This isn't my city, Ms. Dorian," Samantha replied trying to keep a
straight face. "Where do you think we should go. I know we won't be able
to see everything of interest, so pick out what you think I would most enjoy. I
trust you, remember?" She winked at her lover, eliciting a crooked smile
and an arched eyebrow.
"Since you put it that way, let's get something quick to eat and then go
up to Twin Peaks. You have an option -- we can either drive up and go directly
to the vista point or we can take the scenic route and go for a hike. The hike
will take about 20 minutes each way." Alex looked at Samantha waiting for
her decision.
Samantha thought for a minute and then answered. "You know the walk sounds
intriguing. The only other thing I really want to see before going home is that
crookedest street . . . Lombard, I think is the name of it."
"Lombard's right and it's practically around the corner from the hotel, we
can either do that on the way back tonight or on the way out in the morning. It
will take all of ten minutes to drive," Alex told her.
As they approached the car Alex continued, "Come on, we'll drive on over
to Twenty Fourth and Grand View Avenue and go from there."
"So, these Twin Peaks . . ." Samantha began.
"The original name was of Spanish decent. They were called Los Pechos de
la Choca, which means 'breasts of the Indian maiden,'" Alex explained.
"That's interesting in and of itself," Samantha giggled. "I'm
sorry, go on."
"The south peak is the second highest summit in San Francisco and the
north peak is the third," Alex continued to inform Samantha. "Here,
let's stop and get some fish and chips, okay?"
"Sounds good to me," the small blonde answered, "I'm getting
really hungry and hiking on a full stomach would be a lot better than on an
empty one."
They decided to go in and eat rather than do the take out scene and when they
were finished Alex drove directly to the intersection of Grand View and Twenty Fourth
and found a parking place. She led the way to an underpass and then up some
stairs.
As they walked Alex filled Sam in on bits of San Francisco trivia she
accumulated over the years. They also talked a little more about themselves
with Samantha doing most of the talking when it came to the personal stuff.
Alex found out that Sam's dad had always been rather domineering and had wanted
a son but received two daughters instead. He was against Samantha going to
college, believing that all she needed to do was settle down and give him a
grandson. He had been trying for the past five years to get her married off.
Sam's mom was a housewife who never made a decision without first clearing it
with her husband. Alex thought to herself that it was strange that such a
strongly independent woman could come out of an environment such as the one Sam
was describing. She wasn't looking forward to the day when she would meet the
rest of the Riley clan.
Samantha was not homesick for her folks. She loved them but she was happy to be
out from under the controlling hand of her dad. The person she did miss from
home was her younger sister, Sally. It seemed that the two girls were only a
couple years apart and were very close. Alex also learned that Samantha traded
a lake and the woods for an ocean and the beach. It seemed like a fair trade to
her and she hoped that Sam wouldn't ever be sorry for the decision. Of course
as her mind drifted during the conversation she put on the back burner to begin
looking for a piece of wooded land near a lake just in case Samantha ever
needed a change.
They walked through a small residential area and Samantha marveled at some of
the spectacular views of the Bay and the city. Before long they reached the
base of the peaks and nature reared her head in all her splendor. It was hard
to believe that they were still so close to a thriving city when they were
standing in a meadow of low-lying shrubbery surrounded with pampas grass, wild
mustard and agapanthus.
"Look over there, Samantha." Alex pointed in the direction of a wild
mint-flavored plant native to the area known as yerba buena. "Before the
city was called San Francisco, it was known as Yerba Buena Village, this area
is still dense with the plant. By the way a lot of my trivia is gained from my
mom, who's a trivia 'nut'," Alex threw in for clarification. "A
little farther to go and we'll reach the vista," Alex encouraged Samantha
as they continued on an upward slope.
When they finally did reach the top, it was clear to Samantha that this had
been an excellent choice out of all the places they could have gone for the
afternoon. Luckily for them most of the other tourists were down in the city
amidst all the cable cars and traffic. At this moment the vista was void of
people except for them. They looked down on all the hustle and bustle of the
city and were happy that they were up in the clouds with the wild birds and
flowers.
Alex draped her arm over Samantha's shoulders as they looked out over the
panorama. Looking to the west they could see as far as the Farallon Islands.
When they turned to the north, Angel Island, Alcatraz and of course the Golden
Gate Bridge were all in view. Alex pointed out the Bay Bridge and Berkeley's
Campanile Tower. She also pointed out St. Paul's church and informed Samantha
that the movie 'Sister Act' had been filmed there.
After hearing about the movie set Samantha started off on another of her
tangents. She told Alex that someday they would have to go up to Hollywood and
take in all the tinsel and razzle-dazzle. Alex promised it would definitely be
a weekender in the not too distant future. She loved the way Samantha's eyes
lit up when she spoke of going places with her and she wanted to take the
easily excitable woman wherever it was she desired. After the clinic was in
full gear and running smoothly, they would be able to go anywhere they wanted
and Alex was even more anxious now to get everything rolling and set in place.
Alex felt Samantha shiver and realized that even though it was summer, the
altitude they were at kept the breeze rather cool.
"Have you seen enough of the city from here?" She asked, receiving an
affirmative nod from her companion.
"Let's go back down and see what we can find to occupy the early part of
the evening." Alex held Samantha's hand as they took one last look out
toward the Bridge and spotted a hawk gracefully gliding on the wind.
"Isn't that beautiful, Alex?" Samantha asked looking up at her lover.
"Not as beautiful as you are," Alex responded as she leaned down and
kissed Samantha tenderly.
"That just goes to show that beauty's in the eye of the beholder,"
Sam chuckled as she pulled away blushing, "I'm not used to being kissed
in public, Alex. Aren't you afraid of what people might say or do?"
"Not here I'm not. Besides, if anyone gives us any problems, I can take
care of the both of us, no doubt about it." Alex took her hand again and
they started walking back down the way they had come.
"What did you have in mind for dinner, Alex? I know we'll be hungry by the
time we get back down and to the car."
"Samantha, I don't think I will ever get used to how large an appetite you
have for the size of you," Alex answered the blonde. "Listen, I know
we promised to do Sausalito tomorrow with the boys, but what do you say to you
and I taking the ferry over after we go get some warmer clothes on. I know
Sonny will want to drive over the Bridge tomorrow. We can ride over on the
water and just have dinner; we won't do any shopping or looking around. I know
this superb seafood restaurant where we can dine outside, after all we won't be
staying in Sausalito for dinner tomorrow night. What do you think?" She
smiled at her lover and waited for Samantha's response.
"I guess just taking the ferry over for dinner is not like spending the
afternoon there. It sounds romantic, a cruise across the water as a prelude to
dinner. Yeah, let's go. I know Sonny will understand and I won't look at
anything but the restaurant." Samantha hugged Alex and the two of them
continued walking back down from the Peaks to the car.
Less than two hours later the two women were getting out of the car. Alex
parked it in a lot near Pier 41 where they would board the ferry. The walk
would not have been a long one but time was of the essence and the car would be
needed when they arrived back from Sausalito. They changed into slacks and
carried light jackets to protect against the bay breeze. Even if the plan had
been to look around, there would only be a couple hours to spend over in
Sausalito as the last ferry back to the pier left at 8:00. Since they were only
going over for dinner that was no problem. The plan was to take the ferry
across, eat and come directly back to the city. With sunsets starting close to
eight in the summer evenings the trip back would be a very colorful one.
It was the middle of the day but Samantha still viewed the half-hour ride
across the bay as a romantic excursion. Of course, everything they did together
was romantic; after all, the honeymoon period of their relationship had barely
begun. Alex ushered Samantha to a good viewing spot near the front of the ferry
and the trip began.
Standing behind Samantha, she put her arms around her lover and drew her close.
"You were born to be surrounded by beautiful things," she whispered
in Sam's ear.
"As long as you're beside me, I am surrounded by beauty," was the
unexpected retort from her lover as she leaned back into Alex's embrace and
looked up into vibrant blue eyes.
Alex began pointing out the landmarks as they came close, first of course was
the Golden Gate Bridge on their left and then Alcatraz on the right, followed
by Angel Island. She told Samantha that the name Sausalito was derived from a
European name, which meant 'Little Grove of Willows' because there were so many
willow trees around the area. She asked Samantha if she knew that Jack London
wrote
The Sea Wolf ,
while living in the small town and the blonde informed her that, of course,
she knew about Jack London, all writers knew that bit of trivia. To change the
topic she asked if Samantha knew about Valhalla and the former San Francisco
madam, Sally Stranford. Sam admitted to not knowing that much about her but
said that she did remember hearing the name. She thought it was even mentioned
in her high school history class.
The water was smooth and the trip was a quick, pleasant one. Before they left
the hotel Alex wrote down the number of a taxi service in Sausalito and she
telephoned from the ferry to have a cab waiting for them when they arrived. The
restaurant they were going to, was situated only about a mile and a half from
the dock but she didn't want to waste the time walking. There would be plenty
of walking to do tomorrow when they were taking in the sights of the small
city.
As was anticipated the taxi was waiting with the meter already ticking, it was
the only way the company would sit and wait for such a short trip. In less than
5 minutes they were standing in front of an unpretentious seafood shanty on a
side street in the northern part of town, away from the tourist area.
Samantha gave Alex a questioning look. "I know, it doesn't look like much
but you will love the atmosphere and the food's delicious," Alex assured
the now hungry blonde.
As usual, Alex was right in the choice she made, the meal was excellent and the
atmosphere delightful. They were seated at a small table on the outdoor patio.
In the middle of the patio was a huge willow tree decorated with small white,
twinkling lights that gave the illusion of fairies dancing in the tree. The
tables were scattered at distances that gave the diners all a measure of
privacy. Each table was adorned with an already lit candle and the addition of
soft music from the speakers hidden high in the tree added a lovely romantic
touch to the ambiance. The two women decided on different dishes so they could
share. As luck would have it, tonight the chef was serving an indoor clambake,
a dish that was only occasionally on the menu, yet one that was very popular
with the diners who frequented the small restaurant. Alex ordered the clambake,
which included lobster, clams, crabs, mussels, corn and potatoes. Samantha
ordered a prawns entree. The prawns were sauteed with tequila and garnished
with black beans and salsa. The portions were so large that even Samantha
didn't have room for dessert. "Perhaps later," Alex smiled at her as
she paid the tab. "The evening is still very young and knowing you, hunger
will creep into the conversation long before bedtime."
Alex asked the waiter to call for a cab after he placed the check on the table.
She didn't want them to miss the last ferry back to San Francisco. The taxi
again was waiting at the door and the ride back to the ferry was a quick couple
of minutes.
Back on the boat Samantha turned to Alex and thanked her for a lovely dinner.
"It really starts to get chilly around here, even in the summer, once the
sun starts to go down, doesn't it, Alex?"
"Chilly, windy, foggy and sometimes down right cold. That's another reason
why I chose to put my roots down in Laguna. San Francisco weather is not always
to my liking," the taller woman replied. "Now come on over here and
I'll keep you warm on the trip back to the city. Look at the Bridge, it really
does look golden this time of the evening."
Samantha didn't need to be told twice, she snuggled closer to Alex and looked
over toward the Golden Gate. "It's absolutely beautiful. Pictures don't do
it justice, Alex. I glad you suggested doing this. Look at those colors,"
she pointed toward the horizon. "They're as spectacular here as they are
in Laguna."
"So, which view would you rather?" Alex was curious to know if
Samantha was totally happy living in the Laguna area.
Samantha could feel her lover's arms around her tighten slightly and realized
that this was an important question. "Oh, Alex. There's no choice when it
comes to actually living in the place. Laguna's small and comfortable; this
city can be very intimidating. I love the beach and the temperature is warmer
in Laguna." She turned around and smiled up at Alex. Samantha could see
from the other woman's expression that her answer was the one Alex had been
hoping for. "I love Laguna, and I love you. I hope we can make a life
together there."
There she said it. She totally committed herself. In her mind there would have
been no better place to make such a commitment than out in the middle of the
bay while watching the sun set just beyond the famous Golden Gate Bridge. She
truly meant what she said. She intended to spend the rest of her life with
Alex, she only hoped that Alex wanted to make the same kind of commitment to
her.
Alex bent over and kissed her on the forehead, "I love you, too, Samantha.
Living with you for the rest of my life in Laguna would be the answer to a
lifelong dream." Alex held her lover close and contemplated the words she
had just spoken.
Please, don't fail me Samantha. I'm putting my trust in you. I had just about
given up on people. I was never going to commit again, but I can't help myself
when I'm with you.
Her eyes moistened slightly and she blamed it on the ocean breeze. The sun now
receded below the water and the sky was beginning to darken. The short trip
back to the city was over and the ferry docked back into Pier 41.
"So, would you like to see a little of the lesbian nightlife in this city,
Samantha? I know Sonny will have a totally different agenda tomorrow
night."
"Lead the way. You're the expert. I'm just along for the ride." Sam
smiled and put her arm around Alex's waist as they departed the boat and walked
back onto the Pier.
"Okay, then. Let's get the car and see what kind of fun this town affords
its people. Stick close though, I don't want to be having to fight someone over
you tonight."
"What do you mean, fighting over me?" Samantha wanted to know.
"If you don't stay close, someone might think you're alone and hit on you
and then I'd have to kill 'em!" Alex said with only a slight hint of humor
in her voice.
"You won't have anything to worry about. Guaranteed I will not leave your
side," Samantha retorted as she sped up to keep abreast of the long-legged
woman by her side. "Unless, that is, you keep on walking like I'm almost
six feet tall." She laughed as she grabbed onto Alex's arm.
"I'm sorry -- again. You may have to pull on me occasionally until walking
slower becomes a habit," Alex responded with a smile. "You want to do
elegant, raunchy, or somewhere in between?"
"The in between would probably be the best bet. I don't want to have to be
afraid to walk into any of the places, so raunchy is out and we already did
elegant this trip." Samantha answered.
"Don't worry, hon. You don't have to be afraid even in the worst part of
town. I can take care of myself and you, too." Alex seemed very sure of
herself and if she was that confident, Samantha knew there was nothing for her
to worry about.
Alex told Sam that although San Francisco seemed to be populated mostly by the
males, that the lesbians had been laying groundwork for years and that there
were quiet a few 'female only' establishments.
"We can start out with club closest to the hotel," she told Samantha
as she opened the car door and waited for her to slide in. "It used to be
a speakeasy but now it's San Francisco's only women's cabaret. I'm not sure
what nights they do the shows anymore; it's been a while since I've been
there."
"Sounds as good a place as any to start. I've never been to a lesbian bar,
so I certainly wouldn't know one from the other. When I was in college I was
kind of backward in the social skills department. I hung around with some of
the gay guys but never ventured into any of the bars. I was always afraid my
folks would find out and hit the roof. They were paying for school and I didn't
want to jeopardize that. Guess I was kind of a geek." Samantha smiled over
at her lover, unsure of the response she would get from her last statement.
"I don't think you were a 'geek', Samantha. I think that's sweet that you
kept your parents' feelings in mind."
"It wasn't their feelings, Alex. I was afraid my dad would hit the ceiling
and pull me out of school. It was more fear than sweetness."
"Whatever it was, it kept you innocent and away from all the vultures. If
you had gone to some of the clubs, you might not be sitting beside me right
now." Alex reached over and put her hand on Samantha's knee. "I sure
would be the sorry one, if that had been the case." She began pulling the
car over to the curb. "Here we are."
"I think I'd still be here even if I had been a little wilder. I told you
before that I believe we were destined to be together, Samantha said while Alex
finished parking.
"Oh, yeah - destiny. I almost forgot."
"That was quick. It seems like we're not five minutes from anywhere we
want to go in this city. I thought San Francisco was big?" Samantha
exclaimed.
"It is big, but most of the bars and restaurants we want to visit are all
in the same area, and we're not far from any of them. I think the farthest from
us is Wild Side West and that's only about seven miles from the hotel. So we
will have a lot of little trips tonight. Ready to go play with the big
girls?"
She got out and started around to open the door for Samantha. Sam, not being
used to that kind of attention was already half way out by the time Alex got
there.
"Alex, you don't have to open doors for me. I thought that kind of
chivalry went out with the Women's Movement."
"I was just trying to be polite. I like pampering you. It's been a long
time since I've felt protective over anyone and the feeling's nice. Besides, I
'm a woman so I can still open the door for you if I want to." Alex smiled
down at Samantha and took her hand. "Come on, let's go have some fun."
The atmosphere of the club was exciting and intimate at the same time. They
first walked through a cozy lounge area where women were just sitting around
quietly talking. The lights were dimmed and there was a fireplace in the corner
and soft music being piped in from somewhere else. Some of the women were
sitting on the soft, some on overstuffed furniture, others were crossed legged
on the floor and there were those who were doubling up, sitting on someone
else's lap. The scene was not one Samantha was used to seeing. She felt like
she just entered a different dimension, a different world; a place very alien
to the one she grew up in. Yet, ironically, she felt very much at home in this
world of women. It did, however, feel a little odd to have women turning their
heads to stare at her as she walked by. This part of her initiation was
slightly unsettling and she moved a little closer to her lover. Alex must have
sensed her trepidation because she put an arm around Sam's shoulders and drew
her close.
"They're more bark than bite, I promise. Eye candy is one reason why women
come to establishments like this. Most just like to look over the new
competition as it comes through the door." She gave Samantha a kiss on her
forehead and kept walking toward the music.
"Watch as we walk by and see how they latch onto the girl them came in
with. If someone doesn't have someone else on their arm, that's the one to be
wary of." Alex smiled at the look of uncertainty on her lover's face.
"Sam, lighten up. We're here to have a good time and so are they."
They were very close to reaching the dancing area and the mood of the room they
were entering was totally different from the one they left behind them. There
was a huge dance floor with women of all sizes and shapes dancing with each
other. They were dancing in couples, in trios and groups as well as the
occasional lone dancer who didn't seem to need a partner at all. The band up on
stage was entirely women. There were small tables on the perimeter and bar
stools around the semi-circular bar off to one side -- most of the chairs and
stools were occupied and there was not a male in sight.
Alex searched around, found a table for them and sat Samantha down. "I'm
going over to get us something to drink. Heaven only knows how long it will
take to have someone come over to take an order. What would you like? I don't
even know your tastes yet."
"No one would expect you to, Alex. This is our first night out on the
town, remember? I think maybe a Long Island Ice Tea would be nice."
"You got it. Be right back." Alex headed off toward the bar leaving
Sam to sit and look around in awe.
There were so many things she had not thought about when she realized that she
had fallen in love with Alex. Her whole world was now changed; there would be
no going back to the person she was before, and actually she was glad about
that. She looked around her, surveying just a small part of her new world. Not
since she lived in the dorm had she seen so many women gathered in one place
with not a male face to be sighted. She was looking forward to her new life.
The little girl, who never belonged anywhere, looked around this room full of
females and for the first time in her life didn't feel like an outcast.
Alex was back in no time with their drinks and the two of them sat watching the
dancers and talking. Finally the band played a slow song and Alex asked her if
she wanted to dance.
By the Gods,
she thought to herself,
another first.
She could feel her face flush as she looked into eyes that smiled gently at her
and a hand that was held out in anticipation of her taking it. She swallowed
hard and tried to make the words that were having a difficult time coming out
sound natural.
"Sure. I'd love to dance," she said as she got up from her chair.
The band was playing a variety of songs fluctuating between the 70's and the
90's. When they played 'I Need A Hero' Samantha looked at Alex, smiled, and
began singing along. She thought she might have seen the dark-haired beauty
actually begin to blush. Now they were playing a Savage Garden song that
Samantha always liked, but it never held a special meaning for her. It
certainly would after tonight. From this moment on it would always be 'their
song.' She was glad Alex waited for just the right song before asking her to
dance. What she didn't know was that while Alex was up getting their drinks she
put in a song request and had been patiently sitting at the table waiting for
the band to play it.
They walked out onto the dance floor and Alex put her arms around Samantha's
waist, bending slightly so the smaller woman could place her arms around her
neck. The lead singer's voice was beautiful and the words brought tears to
Samantha's eyes that she batted back so she wouldn't look like such a silly
romantic. The singer continued and Alex sang softly into Samantha's ear,
changing the words slightly, "You'll be my dream. You'll be my wish.
You'll be my fantasy. You'll be my hope. You'll be my love. Be everything that
I need. I'll love you more with every breath Truly, Madly, Deeply . . . "
Samantha held her tighter and kissed her on the neck.
"I love you, Samantha," Alex whispered.
"I love you, Alex," Samantha whispered back.
They kissed right there on the dance floor, oblivious to the rest of the people
around them. Samantha looked up into Alex's eyes and mouthed the words as the
singer continued, "I want to live like this forever, until the sky falls
down on me." The song ended and the two lovers walked slowly hand in hand
back to the table and their drinks.
"You're a great dancer, Alex." Samantha complimented her lover when
they sat down.
"You're pretty good yourself." Alex smiled.
"I thought you said you weren't much of a romantic? But you are romantic
and you can sing and dance, too!" Samantha grinned at a very embarrassed
Alex.
"Those were not words I made up. Anyone can be romantic if the right words
are available -- other people's words. They just happened to have written
exactly what I feel." She finished drinking her beer and looked over at
Sam.
The waitress made her way to their table and Alex ordered another round. They
talked a little more and danced, with Samantha quickly learning how to follow
Alex's moves. Samantha imagined that a lot of Alex's gracefulness probably came
from her martial arts training. She enjoyed being in the taller woman's arms
with the music guiding their movements. Sam felt a twinge of jealously for the
women who had been in Alex's arms before her. Jealously was not an emotion she
was familiar with and she wasn't sure she liked the way it made her feel.
Dancing had never been one of her favorite things to do. She liked it well
enough but decided the reason she wasn't overly fond of it was because she
never had the right partner before. She tried to get Alex to do some of the
faster dances, but Alex turned her down saying that slow was as fast as she
got. She said she didn't go in for all the gyrating around the dance floor. It
was almost 11:30 when Alex asked if she was ready to move on.
"There's at least one other place I'd like to take you to tonight, but if
you'd rather stay put we will." Alex raised a questioning eyebrow; "I
can always go get another drink."
"No. If there's another place, I'm game." Samantha finished her drink
and placed the glass back on the table. "There, all ready. Where to?"
"Earlier I thought about going to the Dollhouse, but we can do that
another time. Do you play pool Samantha?"
"No, can't say that I do. But I could watch you play. That'd be fun."
Samantha answered.
"No, I want to do something we both can do. Come on," she said as she
stood up and offered the smaller woman her hand. "We'll take a walk on the
Wild Side. It's a nice little place not far from here."
Alex gave Samantha a little bit of the history of the bar they were traveling
to as she drove. It was a throwback bar where they still played songs from the
sixties and occasionally mixed in a few new tunes here and there. It was in one
of the oldest neighborhoods in the city. The bar was very popular with the
local residents. Janis Joplin had been one of the bar's regulars when she was
still alive and living in the area.
They walked in and the place was packed. It was after all a Friday night and
the bar scene in San Francisco was still going strong. Samantha couldn't get
over how these bars were more than just bars. They took on the demeanor of
someone's home to a certain extent and the women all seemed friendly to one
another, almost like family.
"Their friendly enough now," Alex confided when Samantha made the
comment. "You just have to be careful who you talk to and sometimes even
who you look at. Lesbians can let loose with some really bad tempers when
they've had too much to drink, they're only human."
They passed the pool table and Samantha tried to talk Alex into putting her
name on the board for one of the upcoming games, but Alex would have no part of
it tonight.
"We'll do that some other time," was all she would comment.
"Come on, there's something I want to show you." They continued
walking and she opened a door to the outside. "Have a look at this. They
occasionally change it but it always fascinates me." Alex escorted
Samantha out the door into the yard where the garden sculptures were decorated
with lights. "Isn't this something?"
Samantha's eyes widened as she took in all the lighted topiary. "This is
great. A lot of work goes into something like this." They walked from one
sculptured shrub to the next. With Samantha ahhhing and ooooing every step of
the way.
"Look at this Alex," she said pointing to one of the larger figures.
"It looks like two women in an embrace. Let's get one of these for the
warehouse." She laughed as Alex stood there smiling and shaking her head.
"You want another drink or are you ready to call it a night?" Alex
asked the blonde as she slowly led her back to the building.
"I don't care, your call." Samantha answered her.
"There's one thing I want to do before we leave, some people I want to me
you." Alex looked around the lounge area for an empty table or chair.
"Here, let me get you seated, I want to see if the owner's around tonight.
She and her lover are old friends of mine." They found a table in the
corner and Alex went and got their drinks. She put Samantha's drink on the
table and kept hers in her hand. "Will you be okay here for a minute or
two?"
Samantha nodded an affirmative and smiled, "Go. Find your friends, I'll be
fine."
"Don't talk to strangers," Alex whispered as she kissed Samantha on
the ear. "I'll be right back."
"Don't you trust me, Alex?"
"It's not you I don't trust, it's the sharks that swim on land and circle
around all the bait. You're the bait, sweetheart." Alex smiled and then
took off across the room.
Alex was only gone a few minutes, but it seemed much longer. Samantha did the
'friendly smile' and nod to two or three women who smiled and nodded to her
first as they walked by. She also politely refused one, 'Can I buy you a
drink" -- one, "Would you like to go inside and dance?" and
answered "Yes," to a question of -- 'Is this seat taken.'
She became anxious about Alex being gone when a tall, thin, blonde with dark,
haunting brown eyes approached the small table and sat down in Alex's chair.
"I'm sorry," Samantha smiled at the stranger. "That chair is
taken; I'm just waiting for my date to return."
"Oh?" The stranger looked at Samantha in an almost menacing way. She
seemed to be studying the small blonde who just a second ago been sitting
alone. "So, your
date
," she seemed to almost spit the word date, "has abandoned you,
huh?"
"No," Samantha replied. "I didn't say that -- she went looking
for some friends. She'll be back any minute now. If you don't mind I would
rather wait for her alone." Samantha looked at the woman with as strong a
look as she could muster. This stranger made her feel panicked for some reason.
She concentrated hard on Alex coming back.
"Well, we wouldn't want your
date
to get the wrong impression, seeing me sitting here with you, now would
we?"
"There would be no
wrong impression
," Samantha replied. "There would be no reason for any impression at
all. I would appreciate it if you would just leave."
The tall blonde stood up as if to go and then leaned back down and whispered in
Samantha's ear. "Be careful who you bed, Brat. Many people have horrible
skeletons in their bedroom closets." She gave a spine-chilling laugh and
sauntered away and back into the bar area.
Samantha sat there dumfounded for a few minutes staring in the wake of the
stranger's footsteps. She wondered what in Tartarus the woman could have been
talking about.
Finally, she saw Alex come through the doorway and breathed a sigh of relief.
She decided at that very moment not to get her riled by telling her she had
been 'hit on.' Everyone had been exceedingly polite except for the tall blonde,
so she decided just to forget the passes, the offers and the strange
conversation, even though it puzzled her.
"The owners are out of town for the weekend," Alex told Samantha.
"We'll just have to come back up some other time and I'll introduce you to
them then." She put her empty bottle on the table and suggested they call
it a night.
"We might get into bed before the sun comes up if we leave now. You look
like you might be getting tired, Samantha."
"Whatever gave you that idea?" Samantha began, going on one of her
now anticipated monologues. "We get up at the crack of dawn, go over to
the gym, walk up the mountain and back down again, go on a boat ride, which in
and of itself is tiring, and then traipse all over the city drinking alcohol.
Why would anyone think I'd be tired? Hungry, maybe -- but tired?" She
laughed and put her head on the table. She looked up to see a stunned look on
her lover's face.
"Alex -- I was kidding. My day was marvelous. I've seen more in one day
than . . . I don't know when . . . it's been great. But -- you're right, I am
starting to get a little tired. I don't think I even realized it until you left
me sitting here and I started going over the entire day in my mind. I'm
thoroughly, but very pleasantly exhausted. Going back to the hotel sounds
great." She smiled up at Alex and saw that the frown had disappeared and
was replaced once more by the crooked smile she was already learning to love.
Alex lifted an eyebrow and very seductively said, "Then . . . let's go
home."
The ladies walked out of the bar and back toward where they parked the car.
Because of the late hour of their arrival, parking -- which is always a problem
in the city, was even more so. It was a two-block walk, but neither of them
minded, they never seemed to run out of conversational topics.
The street was not very well lit but Alex was familiar with the neighborhood
and felt quite secure. She put her arm around Samantha as they walked. After
walking approximately a block, Alex got the distinct feeling that someone was
watching them. She learned a long time ago to trust her feelings. She slowed
their pace to listen more intently and heard barely audible voices coming from
just behind them.
Samantha felt the tightening of Alex's arm around her shoulders and sensed that
it was not romance that prompted the change in pressure. "What's the
matter, Alex," she asked her partner.
"Shhh . . . just listen," the taller woman responded, as she turned
her head slightly to hear behind her.
It was at this point that the distraction made itself known. Three punks came
running at them from behind. At first Alex thought they would just go past but
as soon as she was able to see the looks on their faces, she realized that that
was not to be the case.
The first hoodlum came up in front of Alex, the second in front of Sam and the
third stepped behind the two women.
"What do you want?" Alex asked straightening up to her full height
and holding Samantha close.
"Just a little fun," said the punk standing in front of her,
"Right, Bud?"
"Yeah, just some fun. Wanna play with us dyke?" the one called Bud
asked.
"Not particularly, and I don't think you really want to mess with me,
either," was Alex's answer to the ribbing.
"We could just play with your girlfriend then," the third ruffian
uttered in a depraved tone.
"You . . . don't . . . even . . . want . . . to go . . . there," Alex
said very slowly and quietly.
Samantha looked up and the expression on her lover's face made her blood chill.
She had never seen Alex look so menacing.
"What'd ya gonna do about it - Dyke?" the ugly one with the spiked
hair glared at Alex. "We just want to show Blondie here what she's
missing." And he made a vulgar gesture grabbing at himself.
The veins in Alex's neck tightened, and her eyes became daggers. Samantha could
tell that it was all she could do to keep from going after the three creeps.
But three against two didn't leave them very good odds in Samantha's estimation.
"Please . . . leave us alone," Samantha quietly pleaded.
"Shhh, Samantha," Alex whispered in her ear, "Let me handle
this."
"We're going to keep walking and you're going to get out of the way and
let us pass." Alex spat at the so-called leader of the little group.
"Don't make me angry. You wouldn't like me when I'm angry." Alex
pulled Samantha even closer as they attempted to walk past the obstacles
blocking their way.
"Oh, you think so -- big, bad butch?" the ringleader spouted.
"This bitch is really scaring me, how about you guys?" He looked at
his friends and laughed then put his hand into his pocket and brought out a
switchblade.
"Come on, bitch, I need some excitement," he sneered as he stepped
closer to Alex with his arm extended, knife blade out.
"Wrong move, baby boy," Alex said as she grabbed the outstretched arm
and twisted it. At almost the same instance she brought her right leg up and
kicked him in the chest still holding onto to his hand. When he went down she
lifted her left leg and brought it down on the taunt twisted elbow. There was
an audible crack, a scream of pain and the clink of steel as the knife hit the
pavement.
The punk behind her assessed what was happening and thought he could take her
out while she was still occupied with his friend.
Another wrong move.
She caught his motion out of the corner of her eye, turned and did a little
jump, scissored her legs in the air and kicked him squarely in the face.
That was all the third culprit needed to see. With his two companions rolling
in agony on the ground, the coward high-tailed it away from the angered woman
as quickly as his legs would carry him.
Alex turned back around to Samantha. "You okay, honey?" She grabbed
the stunned woman and pulled her close. "No one will harm you as long as
I'm around. You got that?" Still shaking, Samantha just nodded her head
and wrapped her arms around her lover as they walked into the street to avoid
stepping over the two bodies lying in anguish on the sidewalk and lawn.
Alex pulled her cell phone out of her pocket and started to dial 911, thought
better of it and closed the phone back up. The bully with the broken elbow was
making his way over to his friend who was on his knees holding his face in both
hands and crying like a baby. She was sure they would be long gone before the
police would have arrived. She thought about staying around and making sure
they got to say hello to San Francisco's finest, but decided that taking
Samantha away from the area as soon as possible was a better idea. "Lucky
creeps," she mumbled to herself as the two women continued to walk away
from the scene.
"You'd think someone would have come out to help us," Samantha said
when she finally found her voice.
"No, people are too afraid to get involved these days. It's late and most
of these folks around here are in bed. Anyway, I had it all under
control." She smiled at Samantha and kissed her on the head. "Come
on, let's go home."
The ride back to the hotel was a short and quiet one, each of the women lost in
her own thoughts.
Alex broke the silence as they turned into the hotel garage. "I'm sorry
that had to happen to you tonight, Samantha. There are crazies everywhere and I
don't think it would have mattered if we were just two straight women walking
home. Those guys were out for trouble tonight, any kind of trouble. We just
happened to be the ones who walked by. Unfortunately for them, they found
me."
"Maybe they'll think twice about attacking women on the street from now
on. You really know how to handle yourself, Alex. I only I hope I never see
that side of you going against me . . ."
"Don't be silly," Alex interrupted. "I don't want to hear you
talk like that, ever. I would never do anything to hurt you, Samantha. What we
just finished with was a life and death-type situation. I'm sorry if I scared
you, but there was no other way to handle those hoodlums." Alex's face
took on a look of contrition.
"I . . . didn't . . . I don't . . . mean it that way. Yeah -- you scared
me, but I now know there's a dark side to you, a side that I hadn't seen
before. I guess I just didn't know you could be so . . . aggressive. Alex,
again you were my hero." Her green eyes sparkled as she looked over at the
woman who just battled unfair odds for her honor.
"Don't look so down. I'm trying to say thank you," Samantha finished.
"You don't have to do that. I feel it's my job now to look after you and
see that nothing harms you. You don't have to thank me for protecting someone I
love. Come on. Let's get up to the rooms it's almost 1:30 and you set an early
morning rendezvous with out little friends." Alex turned off the car and
they proceeded up to the rooms.
Back in the suite, Alex double locked the doors, went into the kitchen and
poured herself a glass of wine. "Samantha, you want a glass of wine with
me?" she asked downing half of hers and refilling it.
"That'd be nice," resounded the reply from the area of the bathroom.
"I'll be right there."
"Before all that mess happened I was going to ask if we could go for a
midnight snack somewhere, but that little confrontation actually squelched my
appetite. Nothing ever does that!" She walked over to where Alex was
standing and took the glass that was being held out to her.
"It had been quite a good day before that happened, hadn't it?" Alex
asked her lover.
"It's still been quite a good day. I won't let that unpleasantness spoil
these last couple of days for us. Are you okay, Alex?"
"Yeah, I'm fine. Want to take a shower with me? I need to get the stench
of those miscreants off my body."
"Shower, sure. Just what the doctor ordered," she answered as she
walked toward the bathroom behind the taller woman.
Alex got in first and stood under the hot running water. Samantha joined her
and stood in front of Alex letting the water run on both of them. She grabbed
the washcloth on the rail and lathered it up then turned around and faced her
lover. "Here, let me wash you. You just stand there and let the water run
on you. She began at the neck, slowly and gently sudsing her lover from top to
bottom then stepped out of the way so Alex could rinse. She lathered herself
while Alex was getting the soap off her body and then stepped back in front of
Alex to rinse off.
"There -- all traces of the bad guys are gone," Samantha told her
lover as she faced her once again and wrapped her arms around the body she was
beginning to know almost as well as her own. "I love you Alex. I don't
think what happened tonight happened because of who we are but because we were
just in the wrong place at the wrong time."
Alex looked down into eyes that obviously worshiped her and a tear of relief
fell and mingled with the water as she bent down and passionately kissed her
lover. She knew in her heart that this small person she now held in her arms
was hers to protect. Anyone trying to harm Samantha was going to have to go
through her to do it and that would not be an easy accomplishment.
Minutes later the two women were side by side in bed, too tired to think of
anything other than sleep. The day ahead was going to be a busy one and knowing
Sonny it was going to be a day to go down in their memory books.
Alex turned out the light on the nightstand and held Samantha close. As she
tenderly kissed her good night she whispered, "You're my world now,
Samantha. No one is going to harm my world."