Chapter 2
Change
, Alex thought as she gazed at her image in the mirror.
Change,
she mulled around in her mind as she stared intently into her own
sapphire-colored eyes.
Personal change is what I need, to go with all the other changes I'll be
making in the next couple of weeks. Out with the old and in with the new!!
She pondered as she brushed her teeth, washed her face and began combing her
hair. She stroked her long black hair that had been part of her accustomed look
in the mirror for as far back as she could remember. She raised one eyebrow
slightly as she further examined her image in the looking glass. Yes, she
lucked out in the looks department -- that's what she had been told since she
was in grade school. People seemed to envy the combination of blue eyes (that
could range from sky, to steel, to almost a royal blue, according to her state
of mind and the color of clothes she was wearing), fair skin and ebony hair.
Yet she never could totally get used to the stares she constantly acquired
merely by walking down the street. So, she did her best to build a wall and
walk through the world unaware. It was easier that way. If she was oblivious to
all the stares by both sexes, she could better concentrate on what she was
doing and ignore what everyone around her was doing.
Thinking back, she remembered consciously deciding to keep her long hair while
she was in college. It was kind of her protest of the typical 'butch/fem'
thing. So when all the other 'butches' were donning what was lovingly labeled
the Universal Lesbian Cut, she was still sporting her long black tresses. She
refused to be led down that stereotypical aisle and kept her luxurious dark
hair long even to this day.
That decision caused her to lose more than one date of her choosing, as well as
her having to stave off the affections of people who were certainly not her
type.
Come on, Alex
she chided herself.
Yeah, women who look like Tom Cruise are constantly hitting on me, when I want
to date the ones who look more like his wife
.
I'm really getting sick and tired of being hit on by dykes and tired of the
women that interest me not even giving me a second glance. Maybe it is
image-changing time. I'm settling down in one place, at least that is the
entire idea of starting this clinic here in Laguna. I've got myself a penthouse
overlooking the Pacific Ocean with all the amenities at my fingertips and to
top it all off, I own the whole migilla!! (Well . . . I mostly own it -- along
with the Bank, The Parents and Marge) Go with the flow, girl, let's get The
Haircut!
As a smirk played upon her lips and her blue eyes sparkled with crisp humor,
she decided to go ahead and get the new hairdo to go along with the opening of
her new business. She even peppered the decision by telling herself that she
would look more 'professional' with the shorter cut. She knew this was only an
excuse, she looked 'professional' for years and hair was not an obstacle.
She smiled at herself in the mirror and noticed that there were actually still
some laugh lines left on the face that had been looking all too solemnly back
at her for the past few years. It seemed that all the fun disappeared from her
world, and she was simply a puppet whose strings were being pulled with
regularity through no actions of her own. This clinic, this dream actually made
her feel human again. And now here she was smiling at the face in the mirror.
Well, Alex,
I guess that's a start anyhow -- if you can't smile at yourself how can you
smile at anyone else.
Yes, maybe the haircut would be just the thing to help bring her out of a
three-year funk. At least it couldn't hurt anything and if she really didn't
like the outcome -- it would grow back in no time. Well, maybe not
'No
Time' -- but it Would grow back!
Being kind of on vacation gave her many pleasures but sleeping in was not one
of them. She had been on a schedule of wake up calls, planes, and being at
meetings on time for far too long to be able to take advantage of 'sleeping
in'. Then again, not sleeping in produced its own advantages, especially if you
lived three stories up and overlooking the Pacific Ocean in the beginning of
the summer. There was so much to look forward to in the next couple of months,
including the Laguna Beach Festival of the Arts and the ongoing Sawdust Art
Festival that would be starting next weekend. She always enjoyed going to those
events when she was in the area and they were occurring. Of course she knew she
would still have her old clients to deal with for at least a little while. They
were not being very pleasant about her taking a leave of absence and continued
to haunt her e-mail and cell phone. She realized she couldn't very well leave
them in the lurch after having spoiled them by giving them her undivided
attention no matter when they called her. If they needed advice she was always
there for them, putting her own private life aside to assist in theirs. It
would be unfair to leave them to their own devices without a period of
adjustment.
Strolling into the kitchen she poured a cup of Bengal Spice tea from the
automatic coffee maker --
Nobody said a coffee maker must make Coffee.
She smiled as she poured the amber liquid into a large cup she purchased as a
souvenir at the last Renaissance Faire. The one held in Northern California had
always been a favorite of hers because it was held in a forest, which for some
reason made it seem more authentic. She added a little Stevia to her tea, took
a sip and smiled.
Now, that's the way to begin a morning.
The sun was just beginning to spread hues of pink across the sand, as she
sauntered over to the windowed wall and gazed out at the Pacific Ocean.
Whoever said Heaven was not right here on Earth,
she thought, mesmerized by the masterpiece of water, sky and earth
, never was blessed with the opportunity to catch a glimpse of the ocean from a
window such as this.
Since she really didn't have anything planned for the early morning and since
it was too early to make that beauty appointment, Alex decided that it would be
a good time to reacquaint herself with her old friend the Ocean. Donning a new
blue Speedo that enhanced the shape of her body and almost perfectly matched
the hue of her eyes, she grabbed a towel and headed down the elevator and
toward the beach.
The Goddess was certainly smiling on this piece of land when she decided to put
an ocean here
; she mused at herself as she slowly made her way to the water's edge.
Solitude can be such a friend or such an enemy
, she thought as her feet hit the damp sand near the shoreline and the coolness
sent a tingle up her spine. She let her feet become accustomed to the cool
water as she inched her way into it. The small white caps were constantly
breaking, sending the water up to her ankles, then to her knees as she walked
deeper into the ocean. It didn't take long to get used to the feel of the water
on her skin. It reminded her of the touch of an old friend.
No more contemplation, Alex -- just swim!
Off she went with the grace of a dolphin gathering speed as she spied the not
too distant waves and headed straight for them.
Damn, it's good to be Home!
Samantha never had been a morning person before, but being this close to the
ocean started her changing a lot of her old habits. She found she really
enjoyed a walk on the beach in the evening and when she could get herself out
of bed in time she also enjoyed a morning swim. There was something about
walking onto a nearly deserted beach that touched her soul in a way that no
other place she had ever been did. Today she was lucky enough to have gotten up
early and she didn't need to check into work until sometime around ten if she
didn't want to.
That's the luxury of this new job,
she thought,
I can get my work basically anytime I want to and all I have to do is get it
back to the main office within 24 hours of pickup.
When she worked at her old job it was her responsibility to go and pick up
the work and then to personally take it back when she was finished. That job
seemed archaic now, compared to her new work, which was made so much more
enjoyable by the computer, the phone, and the Internet. All she did now to get
her work was dial the phone number, re-record, and type. When she was finished
with all the work she recorded for the day, she would save the work to a new
file and send it via the modem to the main office.
Thank you for being my friend Suzanne,
Samantha mentally told the woman who lured her here with the description of her
now new job,
and thanks for getting me to move my sorry butt down here and away from my
family!! I also thank whoever it is who is responsible for looking out for
people like me and for letting this job open up just when I needed it the most.
She again silently thanked her friend from saving her from an existence that
was getting more and more difficult to live. Not that she didn't love her
family, but they could be so overpowering at times. Mom was of the school that
you were an old maid if you weren't married by at least 24. Dad, bless his
macho heart, was always trying to fix her up with the sons of his business
acquaintances. Thank goodness Sally was still at home for them to cart around
to all the little parties and social affairs. More than once Sally took her
place at one or another of the functions, and Samantha was always grateful that
her sister was such a social butterfly. Samantha hated being put on display and
was glad to finally be away from all that activity, for a little while at
least.
One of the first things she did after getting all settled in and deciding that
she was going to become a semi-beach bum (one that worked and occasionally
dressed in other than a bathing suit or cut-offs) was to shear her golden
locks. She just couldn't see having all that hair to contend with on a daily
basis if she was going to be spending a lot of time in the salt air and salt
water. Her hair was so fine it always knotted at the slightest breeze and she
didn't want to have to fight with it all the time. Looking in the mirror she
was glad she decided to cut it -- it suited her face and added a hint of
maturity that seemed to have been missing a month or so ago. The sea-green eyes
looking back at her seemed to have more of a glint in them since she moved away
from home, perhaps it was just more of a satisfaction with life itself. For the
first time she really felt like a grown up person and the feeling sat well with
her.
She threw on an old swimsuit, grabbed a beach towel and headed for the door.
Maybe I'll just drive down to that little cove we were at last night. I'll bet
it's fairly deserted in the morning.
She popped in the kitchen for a bagel-to-go and fixed herself a bottle of
water before heading out the door, down the stairs and into her lavender '72
Super Beetle convertible.
No better place for my little car
, she admitted to herself.
It fits right into the scheme of things here in Southern California. I've
gotten more use out of having a convertible in the past month than in the
entire year and a half since I purchased it.
The drive was short (in fact Sam could have ridden her bike, but she didn't
feel like spending the extra time this morning) yet the sun was already
beginning to warm the breeze, making it just right for this non-native to take
a splash in the ocean. The small, winding, private-looking roads didn't even
have signs on them and Sam soon got the feeling of being in seclusion. She made
sure she parked in a spot where she would have to walk right past the old
warehouse again and down the same stairs they used last night. Of course that
wasn't very hard to do because the old warehouse was the only building on this
stretch of road and was located next to the only stairs that lead down to the
beach.
Sam noticed there were lots of trucks and cars around the building this
morning. She figured the construction people got an early start and she was
happy they seemed to all be inside. Dealing with construction workers was not
usually a pleasant experience. She examined the building as she passed it in
the light of day and noticed there was a sign above the door that hadn't been
there the last time she looked -- Welcome to Your Alternative Paradise the sign
read.
That's a nice name for a business,
Samantha thought to herself,
I wonder exactly what kind of a business it's going to be? I know there are
going to be some kind of therapists doing dictation for us to transcribe
because I overheard Jane talking to the receptionist when I was in the office
the other day. Alternative Paradise -- what kind of therapists would work for a
place called Alternative Paradise?
Well, the owners certainly were doing a good job of making it look like
Paradise, maybe that's exactly what it would be when they were finished.
She turned her attention back to getting down to the beach and thought again
about the woman she had seen the night before.
Maybe I'll see her again
, she thought to herself.
Right, Samantha, she probably lives in San Diego or Long Beach and was just
passing through last night. But then again -- maybe not.
She wondered why these thoughts about this stranger were suddenly filtering
through her consciousness. Perhaps it was the landscape and the isolation of
the place that brought the picture of the tall dark stranger back into the
forefront. She threw off that train of thought and quickly descended the
stairs.
The top layer of sand was beginning to be warmed by the sun yet her feet could
still feel the coolness left over from the evening as she began walking on the
fine grains. It wouldn't be long before bare feet would find it almost
impossible to make it from the stairs to the water's edge without getting
burnt. As she looked out on the sea-green water she could see two surfers a
little off to the right. The beach itself was vacant. There was also a lone
figure swimming and diving into the waves. The closer Samantha got to the
shoreline the clearer the figure became and she could see it was a woman.
Look at that grace
, she marveled,
she swims like she has gills and fins.
At one point she thought the woman may have been in trouble because she dove
into one of the waves and it seemed like she took forever before coming back up
for air. Samantha walked up the strand to the north, not wanting to interfere
with anyone else's private time and slowly walked into the water. It felt cool
and refreshing and she was glad she decided to come back to this particular
beach. In fact, she decided on the short drive here that this would be her
special place. The place she would come when she wanted to communicate with
nature and get philosophical and all that stuff that writers do. Yes, this
would be her 'comfort place,' her 'safe place.'
By the time she was well into the water and swimming she noticed that the other
woman was beginning to make her way back to the shore. She glanced over her
shoulder and found herself not being as far away from the swimmer as she tried
to be. The current must have pulled her further south than she realized. In
doing so it gave her the opportunity to get a closer glimpse of the other
woman's face.
Oh, my
, she marveled,
It's the woman from the other night! Well, I was certainly right about one
thing, she must be close to six feet tall and that body . . . she looks like
someone out of a sports magazine.
Sam was finding it really difficult not to stare. The woman's features were
absolutely beautiful. The lines of her face were angular but not too sharp and
she possessed high cheekbones like those of a model.
There was a distinct difference in the woman's body language between today and
last night -- and the look on her face seemed to be one of peace and
contentment -- not the loneliness Samantha viewed the night before.
Perhaps she was just having a reflective moment last
night. Samantha told herself.
Anyhow, who could look melancholy on such a beautiful morning.
The woman took another dive into the water, came up and threw her head back,
casting her hair out of her face and spraying water in all directions. The
water spewed hundreds of sun-drenched droplets cascading back into the sea.
Then the dark stranger seemed to be taking in all of her surroundings and
finally turned her head in Samantha's direction.
Caught off guard and being slightly embarrassed because she was caught staring,
Samantha gave the woman a full smile and a slight nod, which was quickly and
aristocratically returned.
What in Tartarus!!
(She constantly thought in mythological terms -- it was the way of the bard
after all, and mythology was one of her favorite topics)
Now Samantha Renee why are you blushing and isn't this the most ridiculous
thing you've ever
experienced? All she did was look at you and smile,
Samantha scolded herself,
and it wasn't even a big smile. Besides that you smiled first, remember? And,
you were the one who nodded. To top it all off -- she's a stranger. What has
gotten into you? Go dunk your head and clear your brain!!
With that she dove head first into the next wave, treating it like a cold
shower and hoping that when she finally got the nerve to come back up out of
the water that the woman would have vanished and her embarrassment would have
gone unnoticed.
Alex was finished swimming and stopped looking for dolphins farther out to sea.
She knew that the dolphins traveled these waters and on more than one occasion
groups of them came fairly close to the shoreline. There were also the sea
lions on the rocks just offshore and those that could be visited at the Marine
Mammal Center while they were recovering from sicknesses or injuries. Of course
there were always the otters fishing for their abalone. This area was a
plethora of wild sea life. Alex was thankful for the activists and their
efforts to keep things from getting worse and their struggle to better them
whenever possible. She made sure to give freely to the charities that helped to
keep this part of the world safe for those who could not do it for themselves.
You're just an old tree-hugger;
she laughed and then proceeded to pat herself on the back for the very same
thought. It made her feel good inside to be able to help such worthy causes.
The animals can't fight back. They need champions to do it for them
, she reminded herself. She was more than happy to give the special people who
helped the animals the means to put up a good fight. That way she could stand
back and watch the progress without having to be out front and counted. Alex
hated it when people made a big fuss over something good being done without a
selfish motive.
By this time she had been bouncing through the waves and swimming until her
arms were exhausted.
What an enjoyable workout
, she commented to herself.
Gotta keep in shape you know. You're not getting any younger, Alex.
Yeah, and you should probably start watching your damned diet, too. Cup of
noodles, jellybeans and cheesecake are going to start showing on you pretty
soon!
She decided to stop sparing with herself and head back toward the shore. First
stop -- make her hair appointment and then supervise some of what was being
done to the building today.
I have quite a few letters to send out; perhaps I'll use that new firm I signed
on with to do the transcribing. The owner said I could use them for any printed
materials I would need. I need to go back and look over the papers she sent --
yeah, I think I will try to get some of that pesky paperwork out of my hair.
She laughed at her last thought knowing that there wouldn't be much hair left
by the end of the day to have anything get caught in. She applauded her own
judgement call on getting the hair cut though, especially when thinking of how
tedious it would begin to become if she intended on making morning or evening
swims a daily practice. As she went under the water for the last time and came
back up she surveyed the beach from the south to the north.
Funny,
she thought as she turned toward the town --
she looks like the woman who was claming last evening. Well, that certainly is
a sight for sore eyes! I wouldn't mind having that scenery around every time I
go for a swim -- and I do believe she is smiling at me.
Take it easy, Alex, it's just a friendly smile. For all you know she has an old
man and a kid at home waiting for her to come fix breakfast.
Somehow Alex did not really believe that was the case -- but it could have
been. She didn't want to seem too intent on making contact with the young
woman; so she just gave her one of her crooked half smiles and slightly nodded
her head. Her heart was racing as she continued to slowly exit the water and
make her way to the place where she dropped her towel.
By the Goddess, Alex, get a damn grip. Actually, I think you need to go out to
one of the bars this weekend. It's been entirely too long and you need some
social recreation . . . need to mingle . . . with real people.
She picked up her towel and wrapped it around her body then proceeded to walk
off the beach and up the stairs to her fortress on the cliff.
She took the stairs two at a time, wondering where she was getting all her
energy. She'd spent close to an hour in the ocean, giving herself quite a
workout, and here she was bolting up the steps to her home. By the time she
reached the top platform she was completely dry. The sun was shining and the
morning was well on its way to being a full-fledged day. She turned one last
time to face and search the ocean for a glimpse of the attractive blonde and
she was not disappointed. The small woman was getting out of the water and
traveling toward the sea stairs.
Well, I certainly don't need an embarrassing confrontation
, Alex began arguing with herself,
ah, Hi . . . Hello . . . Do you live around here? . . . My name's Alex, what's
yours? No, no, no -- I'm not going through that right now. I have other things
on my mind. I've got a business to pull together. I'm not Even going to go
there!!
With that final thought, she spun around and practically ran to the main
entrance of the clinic. She opened the door and there was an entire crew of
construction people. Everyone turned and stared as she entered the building and
she could feel eyes all over her body. She did her best to give small nods to
those she knew and proceeded to go as quickly as possible to the elevator. Once
in she let out a deep sigh, used her key and waited as the machine traveled up
to the third floor.
Damn, I hate it when a room full of men just stop and stare. What in the name
of Heaven is wrong with them? You'd think they didn't have wives and
girlfriends at home the way they gawk!!
The elevator quickly reached its destination and Alex stepped out, crossed the
hall and walked into her penthouse. She went over to the phone and checked for
any morning messages. "You've got two messages," the machine told
her. She decided to listen to them both before calling for her appointment and
taking a shower.
"Hi, Hon. It's Mom. Just thought I'd ask if you were going to come down
this weekend. We haven't seen you in a while and thought maybe we could have a
small get together with you and a few friends. I know you've been busy, but we
do miss seeing that pretty little face of yours. Get back to me as soon as you
can, okay? I love you. And, Honey, remember your grandfather's birthday is in a
couple of weeks. He's going to be 78 -- it would be nice if you got him a card
and got it there on time." Click.
Mom, I'm 30 years old and you Still treat me like I'm 15. Someday, someday
you'll realize I'm an adult.
Alex reconsidered her last thought and shook her head,
Then again you probably will Never think of me as an adult.
She hit the button for the next message.
The next tone she heard was just one of those tiresome, irritating noise tones
you hear when you know someone has listened to the entire 'leave a message'
message and then just hung up.
Shit, I don't need this the first thing this morning;
Alex grimaced at the machine.
She erased the recordings. Then she went through her Rolodex for the
hairdresser she used whenever she was in town and needed her bangs cut or her
dry ends trimmed off.
Well, she will surely be surprised at this call;
Alex grinned into the phone as she began dialing the number.
"Hello, "Clip 'N Tip." Can I help you?" A pleasant voice
answered the phone.
"This is Alexis Dorian. I'd like to make an appointment with Sara for
sometime this afternoon for a shampoo and cut."
"Sure, Ms. Dorian. Would 4 o'clock be okay with you? Sara's booked until
then."
"Yes, four would be just fine. Thanks."
"Okay, Ms. Dorian, we'll
see you then, have a nice morning. Bye."
"Bye."
Well, that wasn't too hard now was it? No -- but wait until the cutting starts!!
She smiled and put the phone back on its holder.
Breakfast sounded pretty
enticing but she decided on a shower first.
I'll just put some tea in to brew and when I'm finished it will be ready.
Since she was going to be dealing mostly with the macho element this morning
she decided on khaki Dockers and a polo shirt. Shorts always seemed to keep the
guys just a little off plumb and she needed them working at the height of their
capacity so she could start putting the finishing touches on the inside of the
building by the beginning of next week. Things were keeping fairly close to
schedule and she didn't want any upsets at this late point. She took one last
look in the mirror realizing that this would be the last morning she would be
brushing and combing the extensive mane of hair she had observed in the mirror
for close to 16 years now. "Change is good",
she repeated to herself, "Change is Good!"
Next stop -- the kitchen for tea and a quick bagel, but she promised herself a
decent lunch before going to the beauty shop.
Okay Alex. Let's make some notes:
1. Call Mom before the end of the day, or at least by tomorrow.
2. Go check on the construction of the clinic -
NOW
3. Get yourself some real food.
4. Beauty appointment at 4 -
TODAY
5. Call what's her name from the transcription place to get instructions on
dictating.
6. Check your e-mail for 'gotta have your help' from clients who refuse to
believe you get vacations.
Well, that's a good start for a Monday morning.
She tore the note from the pad, folded it into fourths and put it into her
pocket. Next she practiced her "Gee, you're doing a swell job" smile
and headed for the elevator down to the first floor.
Before the elevator even reached its destination Alex could hear the commotion
coming from the floor below.
What in
Hell
is all that about?
The lift came to a stop and she helped the doors slide across anxious to get a
better view of the disturbance.
As she came out of the lift she could see that most of the men had been drawn
away from whatever it was they were supposed to be doing and were forming a
circle near the far end of the gym area. There were shouts and cheers coming
from that same vicinity and Alex hastened her step to get into the middle of
what was going on.
I really wish I didn't have to rely on these jerks to get things done around
here. Any excuse at all and they are at each other's throats. Why can't they
just do their jobs and leave each other alone?
She reached the area of confusion and physically pushed the spectators out of
her way to get into the center of the circle. A few of them pushed back, not
wanting to lose their places. They quickly found themselves lying on the floor
where the view was nil. As she approached the center of the commotion, she
found two of the construction workers rolling around on the floor, hitting and
swearing at each other. She couldn't understand a damn thing they were saying
but she knew none of the onlookers were in any hurry to stop the fight. A
survey of the situation gave her no other choice but to step in. Alex placed
her hand on the shoulder of the man who seemed to have the advantage at that
time and started to pull him off the other guy. The burly man was quite
surprised when long, strong fingers pressed into his left shoulder; he swung
around and attempted to deck her with his right fist. Patience was not one of
Alex's strong suits and she had had just about enough of this nonsense, and
decided it was not the time to play 'good employer.' Talk did not seem to be an
option with these two. Physical interference was the only communication they
were going to respond to, she was sure of that. She caught the large man's fist
in her left hand and pushed his arm back into a very unnatural position,
causing what she imagined would be a good deal of pain.
"Don't make me have to hurt you," she yelled at the man over the
clamor of the crowd. The group was beginning to laugh at the sight of the
expression on the man's face.
Angrily the man pulled away from Alex shouting, "Who the Hell do you think
you are, bitch? Why don't you mind your own fucking business?" That was
really the wrong thing to say and definitely the wrong person to say it to. In
a menacing approach he proceeded to storm toward the tall dark-haired woman who
he thought was foolish to interfere in his quarrel. With a disgusted look on
her face, Alex effortlessly and swiftly brought her right leg up kicking him in
the stomach and flinging him back in the direction of his opponent. As he
landed back on the floor, a roar rose up from the watchers.
Alex spun around and faced the crowd. She gave them all a look that quickly
wiped the smiles off their faces, but no one made a move to go back to work.
The larger man landed almost on top of the smaller one. He rolled over and got
back up, much quicker than Alex thought his size and frame would have allowed.
"Okay, girly," he growled at her, "You think you're good enough
to work with the big boys -- let's see just how tough you really are." His
face was now beet red and he reminded Alex of a bull getting ready to charge
the matador's cape. With nostrils flaring he starting racing toward her, only
to find himself being toppled head over ass and landing back on the ground.
"Ever hear the words 'dumb ox'?" Receiving only a glare in return she
continued, "Guess we all know who the trouble maker is now -- don't we? I
also know that you have no idea whatsoever who I AM, and that's a sorry shame
for you!"
"Don't you people have some work to do?" Alex asked the group that
was still standing around watching. "Or would all of you rather be out in
the unemployment line tomorrow -- with this jerk?"
The crowd quickly started dispersing as the two men on the floor slowly picked
themselves up and began straightening their clothes.
"Okay, who wants to tell me exactly what the problem is?" Alex
queried with a cold blue steel gaze, directed squarely on one and then the
other of the two culprits. The man directly in front of her was the one she had
just got through roughing up. She would have guessed his age to be in the
mid-thirties. He weighed about 210 and stood about 5'9". Alex slightly
lowered her gaze to look directly into his eyes. He was muscular and tough
looking and didn't make any attempt to answer her question.
She shifted her eyes to the other man who was of a slighter built and looked to
be in his late 20's. "Well?" She raised an eyebrow at him. "I do
believe I asked what started this mess today, am I going to get an answer or
are the two of you going to be pounding cement this afternoon?"
"Who do you think you are to threaten us like that?" The larger man
was fuming
"I am . . . WAS your employer . . . and now I'm nothing to you because --
You're Fired and I'll personally speak to the contractor who hired you to be
sure you're not seen in this area again for quite a while."
"You can't fire me, Bitch. I . . ." He started toward Alex with a
raised fist.
"I most certainly can and I just did," was the reply he received. She
looked at him questioningly, "Do you really want to go another round with
me? Wasn't falling on your face in front of all your co-workers today enough
for you?"
She turned and faced the other man, seemingly ignoring the angry worker, but
keeping him in her peripheral vision.
"I asked what started all this or would you like to be dismissed, too?
Alex asked the man who had yet to look up at her. "If you don't want to
work here anymore, I don't need to know the answer and you can both start
walking. If you want to keep your job you'll tell me what happened . . . and .
. . your names."
"My name's Tim and me and my buddies . . ." the young man began
stammering, "we were just kidding around about having to move some of the
new equipment in over the carpet this guy just finished laying." He nodded
at the gruff man standing just a short way from him. "He said we couldn't
walk on it for at least an hour until the glue he used cured and that we should
be really careful about dragging stuff over it." Tim glanced at the rugged
looking man, who was still standing there glaring at Alex. "I just made
some comment about how we needed to be out of here before lunchtime and didn't
have any intention of waiting for glue to dry. Well . . . He . . . went
ballistic on me and was all over me before I even could tell him I was just
joking."
"I won't tolerate fighting on the job, is that understood, Tim?" Alex
asked in her quiet yet stern contralto.
"I understand Ms. Dorian. I'm really sorry. You won't have any more
problems out of me. I need this job. If it's all right with you . . . can I . .
. go back to work now?" The man certainly sounded sorry and Alex was all
for giving people a second chance, so she dismissed the worker with a simple
verbal warning.
"Go ahead back to work, Tim. But believe me I don't want to hear your name
mentioned in any complaints from anyone else working here. Is that
understood?"
"Understood, Ms. Dorian . . . and . . . thank you." He quickly turned
and headed back in the direction of the new Nautilus equipment where another
group of men formed what looked like a chat circle.
They're worse than a bunch of 'old women'
, she thought to herself.
Just look at them standing around gossiping!
She had to laugh when she thought about how macho a front construction workers
put on.
Alex turned to face the other worker for what she hoped would be the last time.
"You still here? I thought I dismissed you. Get all your stuff and leave
the premises. I don't want to see you in my building Ever again." She
already decided that talking to this guy would bring nothing but more trouble.
She would get his name from his supervisor and make sure that he got paid for a
full week -- not that he deserved it but it seemed fair to Alex.
"You know, you're a real c-u-n...." He started as he passed her
shoulders.
That was Definitely the
wrong
word to start to use with me
, Alex thought as she grabbed hold of him and spun him around to face her.
"You know, some idiots like you don't know when to leave well enough
alone. You want another go 'round with me Mister?" She asked him, her
steel blue eyes drilling him with holes.
Come on, Asshole, just give me an excuse, any excuse . . .
When he didn't answer immediately, she shoved him out of her face and turned to
walk away.
"No, I just want to get my gear and get the hell out of this shit
house." He was walking behind her at this point with Alex only a step or
two in front. "I didn't know I was working for a God damn dyke," the
ex-worker mumbled under his breath. Unfortunately for him he did not mumble it
quite low enough.
I don't
Have
to put up with that!
Alex thought and lost what little was left of her temper. She stopped walking,
waited a second until the man was within range, and brought her right arm up
with her elbow at a 90 degree angle, hitting him squarely in the face. With a
small sneer of satisfaction she heard what she thought might have been his nose
breaking. "I'm sorry," she said softly as she turned to face him,
"Did I hear you say something to me?"
"God damn it! I think you broke my nose, bitch!" The man screamed as
he quickly picked up his pace and headed for the nearest bathroom. "You
ain't heard the last from me, guaranteed," he mumbled under his breath as
he reached the men's room door.
Alex walked over to the desk where a couple of supervisors were gathered and
asked who claimed the troublemaker. "I do," came the response.
"My name's Jim Treek and Jake there is my problem. He's had an attitude
from day one."
"Well, he won't be having that attitude here any longer," she told
Jim. "I just fired him." Alex asked the super to relay the details of
what happened here today, in writing, to the head contractor and to have a copy
made up for her. "I want him out of here, Jim," she stated but I
still want him to get paid for the entire week, you got that?" "Okay,
Ms. Dorian -- that's mighty nice of you." Her last remark received a look
of admirable surprise from the other supervisors milling around the desk as
they all found something to do elsewhere.
"I have some previous appointments to keep," Alex informed the
supervisor. "I want him out of here before I return and make sure he
doesn't take anything but his own gear. You got that, Jim?"
"Yes, ma'am," was the short reply. "I'll take care of
everything. But . . . excuse me . . . Ms. Dorian . . . uh, what about Tim?"
"Don't worry about Tim, if he causes any more trouble -- which I don't
think he will -- I'll take care of him then." She looked around and saw
that most of the men decided now was a good time to take a lunch break, but
some were still milling around chatting. "Okay, Jim, I'll see you when I
get back. Or if I get hung up, just leave the paperwork on the desk here."
"Yes, Ms. Dorian. I'll have everything back to normal by then," he
assured her.
As Alex walked toward the front of the building and got near the elevator door,
all the workers seemed to be extremely busy with whatever it was they were
doing. None were brave enough to venture eye contact. She mentally yelled at
herself for not engaging firms who hired women and this just cemented the fact
that she needed to do a little more research next time and get crews that were
totally or almost all female. She knew women possessed tempers, too, but they
didn't usually go head-to-head during working hours. She didn't want any more
of this nonsense before the clinic opened.
Alex reached the elevator, put in her key and hit the button for the third
floor. She was going to need to freshen up a little before taking off for lunch
and her appointment.
Well,
she thought,
That was certainly an unusual way to begin the workday.
Sam's wish was heard and granted. By the time she came back up out of the water
and looked around the tall, dark-haired beauty was no where to be seen.
Just as well for me, I really hate looking like the fool, yet I constantly find
myself in just those kinds of situations,
Samantha reprimanded herself.
I don't know what comes over me when that woman is within eyesight. You'd think
I'd never seen a beautiful woman before.
She tried to pinpoint just what it was about the woman that so intrigued her,
but she couldn't. The sun was now fully up and the morning seemed to be racing
by. It was time to go back home and get some work done.
Of course she couldn't go directly home. She was famished. That bagel she
grabbed on the way out of the apartment was long gone. Ruby's was on her way
home, so she figured she'd stop in for a quick breakfast. A veggie omelet, hash
browns, a pancake or two and some tea -- yeah, she decided that would fill her
empty stomach feeling until she got around to lunch. So Ruby's it was and then
home.
Breakfast rush was over, by the time she entered the restaurant. Her meal
arrived quickly and soon she was on her way back to the apartment. Arriving
home she found three messages waiting for her and decided they could wait until
after she showered and dressed. The late morning sun was begging to be let in
so she opened the blinds before heading to the bathroom.
Well
-
I've accomplished absolutely nothing so far today and I feel just great about
it. I've gotten my beach fix, my breakfast and my
eye-candy
. . . Did I really just think that . . . Y-E-S!!
And where did that come from Miss Riley
--
she giggled as she undressed and headed toward the shower stall.
I don't know why you seem so obsessed with this stranger. Maybe you just better
go introduce yourself the next time you see her and get it the Hell over
with!!! NO
, came the immediate reply
. I can't be doing things like that. What would I say? Hi, my name's Samantha
and I think I have a
crush
on you.
Crush, did I just think Crush?? Why would I be having a crush on a woman? I
haven't had a crush since I was in high school!
As far as Sam was concerned crushes were just part of growing up; she figured
every girl deserved at least one crush on a teacher of the same sex, but here
she was 26 years old. You don't have crushes on other women at 26 unless you're
a lesbian and Sam didn't
think
she was a lesbian.
Maybe that's why none of Daddy's dates ever got past the cheek kissing stage
with me. Maybe I am a lesbian. No, I don't think so. I just think I think she's
really good looking. There's nothing wrong with thinking that. There are lots
of women, who look at magazines and say, 'Hey isn't she pretty.' There's
nothing unusual with women finding other women attractive. Sure, Samantha, but
this one gives you butterflies in your stomach -- There you go again, Girl,
such a mind you have this morning!!
With that thought she turned on the water and made sure she went Very light on
the hot.
I'll cool ya down, kiddo.
Her stomach was full, she was clean, she was dressed, and she ready to start
some serious work, then she remembered the answering machine still needed to be
checked.
The first call was from Suzanne. "Hey, Sam. I just got a postcard from
Danny and just wanted you to know that he'll be getting in a little early. I
don't know why, but he said they should be in San Diego in a couple of weeks.
Just wanted you to know my good news. Talk to you later. Bye."
Samantha decided she really didn't have time to call Suz back right now. She
had taken a little longer than she expected at the beach so was going to have
to work later tonight if she didn't get started pretty darn soon.
The second call was from her mom. "Hi, Sammie. It's Mom. Daddy and I were
talking the other day and he said there was this really big art attraction down
where you're living starting in July and running through August. He called it
the Pageant of Men or Misters or -- what was that Don -- oh, silly me -- the
Pageant of the Masters. Anyhow, it's supposed to be really nice and we thought
maybe we would take a mini-vacation and come down and visit. What -- oh --
Daddy says to get off the phone, I shouldn't talk so long on a machine. Give me
a call, Honey. We love you. Bye."
That's just great. I just get down here and settled in and now I'm going to
have to play tourist guide.
Samantha really loved her folks but she wanted a little time to get her life
situated and organized before she trying to explain everything she was doing
and why she was better off in California as opposed to Washington. She really
wasn't looking forward to the reunion being so close at hand.
Oh, well, I'll just grin and bear it as usual. In the meantime I'd better be
getting this apartment into shape, Dad will be scrutinizing it with those eagle
eyes of his and Mom will be wanting to go shopping to accessorize everything I
own.
She sighed and hoped they would bring Sally along with them, at least that way
she would have a comrade for the visit.
Getting out a sticky note she jotted down - 'Call Mom' and stuck it up on the
refrigerator where she knew it wouldn't be missed.
Okay, one to go. Can only be work. I'm out of people I know.
And work it was, telling her that things were a little slow today and that
they faxed her only one provider-- a fairly easy one with only about 15 reports
on the machine. She reset the answering machine and headed for the office area
she fixed up in the corner of the living room. The computer was in front of a
window, displaying a very small view of the ocean. There were a couple of faxed
pages on the desk. She looked them over and figured it would only take a couple
hours to knock it all out. She was glad she took the time this morning to go to
the beach. With the work this slow she could spend some time unpacking the
boxes she still sitting around the apartment, especially now that she knew her
folks were coming down in a month or so, giving her an incentive to get
everything in a proper place. But work came first so she picked up the faxes
and set up the re-recording machine.
Once upstairs it didn't take long to re-shower and put on some clean clothes.
No need for Dockers this time she told herself. She knew half the crew would
probably be long gone before she got back to the building so she didn't need to
look like a boss. She picked out a pair of turquoise running shorts, with a
t-top to match and her Reeboks. All that was left on her agenda for the
afternoon was to have lunch, call Jane Attenberg at Flying Fingers, and go get
her hair cut.
Alex left the building and walked around to her three-car garage. She didn't
like the idea of leaving her Boxster out in the sea weather so a garage was a
must. After all since it was the first car she actually purchased in almost 10
years she wanted to make sure it was out of harm's way, especially with the way
the tourists tended to park during the summer months. Alex had taken almost a
month to decide on what kind of car she wanted to own. But the final decision
was easy once she saw the car of her dreams.
The Porsche Boxster 2-door convertible seemed to be waiting there in the show
room just for her to slip into the driver's seat. Even the color was perfect, a
deep metallic midnight blue that glimmered when either the sunlight shone or
the moonlight beamed down upon it. She decided on the convertible because
California weather was perfect for having the top down. This one had been
already loaded with amenities and the Sport Touring Package even included an
on-board computer. She opened the garage, got into the car and made her way
downtown toward the Village. The word pizza was swimming around in her head and
her stomach was telling her very loudly that she was famished. No problem --
there was a Chicago-style pizza place right on Coast Highway, less than five
minutes away. With her destination in mind, she was off. There were about two
hours to kill before her hair appointment, and lunch seemed like an excellent
idea.
Since the regular lunch hour had been over for a while there was no waiting for
a table. Alex sat down and ordered a small vegetarian Chicago-style pizza and a
draft Dos Equis. While she was waiting for her food to arrive she decided to
give Jane Attenberg a call and see if she could have someone deliver one of the
dictating machines to the house tonight.
Alex dialed the number and waited.
"Good afternoon, Flying Fingers. Julie speaking, can I help you?"
"Hello Julie. May I please speak to Jane Attenberg? This is Alexis
Dorian."
"If you'll hold, Ms. Dorian, I'll see if she's available." The
receptionist replied.
A few seconds later Alex heard the small voice of Ms. Attenberg come on the
line. "Hello Ms. Dorian. It's good to hear from you again. What can I do
for you?" There was a small amount of nervous shaking in her tone. "I
didn't expect to hear from you for at least another week. Is everything going
according to your plans?"
"Everything is just fine, Ms. Attenberg . . ." Alex began
"Jane, you can just call me Jane." The woman on the other end chimed
in.
"Well, in that case why don't you call me Alex and we'll be on equal
footing." Alex tried to put the woman at ease. "I was wondering if I
might have one of those dictating machines a little early. I might want to
dictate a few letters that I need to get out before the clinic opens."
Alex explained into the phone line. "Do you think it would be possible for
someone to drop it off at my home this evening?"
"I don't think it would be any problem at all, Alex. One of my girls lives
not too far from you, and I'll give her a call and see. I'm sure she'll be glad
to bring it to you and even show you how to get started dictating if you'd
like?" The woman seemed more than happy to be of service now that she
wasn't afraid that Alex was calling to cancel their deal. Jane would probably
have bent over backwards for her in anticipation of the amount of business a
place like Alex's could eventually send in her direction.
Just being a good businesswoman,
Alex noted.
I certainly can admire that.
"That would be just fine. I'll be home all evening after about 5:30 if
that wouldn't be too late." Alex countered.
"No, I think that would be just fine. Do you want me to have her call
before she comes over?"
"No." Alex said, "I'll be home the entire evening, anytime after
5:30 will do. Thank you, Jane. I'll be talking to you later." Alex waited
for the other woman to say good-bye and then hung up just as her pizza was
arriving at the table.
"Looks great!" She told the waitress, "I'm famished."
From where she was sitting in front of a west view window Alex could see one of
the three volleyball courts on the beach. Eagle eyes spotted a woman's game in
progress so there was plenty of eye-candy to keep her busy while eating her
lunch.
Now this is the way to have a business lunch,
she laughed as she finished off her beer and motioned the waitress for the
check. It was just about time to get over to the beauty salon. She didn't want
to be late, for fear she might chicken out.
She decided to go ahead and walk over to the Clip 'N Tip and did a little
window shopping along the way. Laguna windows were always a pleasure to stroll
by. There was such a diversity of goods being sold by the local and the
not-so-local artisans. An entire week could be spent looking in the shops and
by the time one finished, most of the goods would have been replaced by new
items, so you could start all over again.
Before she realized it she was in front of the salon and a small, pink-haired
beautician was smiling broadly at her. "Well if you aren't a welcomed
sight," Sara smiled at Alex and then began spewing out her hairdresser
questions -- "I was told you called for an appointment? You're my 4
o'clock, right? Are your bangs too long? Are your ends split? The gal said you
wanted a shampoo and cut?
"Yes, yes, no, no, yes - both done . . ." Alex tried to keep up with
the questions. Then she looked at Sara and stated in the most solemn voice she
could muster, "I want it all cut off."
"You've got to be kidding me, right?" Sara squealed in amazement.
"No. Not kidding. I want a "summer cut." There she said it
-- whew -- that wasn't so hard now, was it?
"Are you sure, Alex? You're hair is so beautiful. But I'll bet it can
really get to be a pain in the butt in the summer, especially if you like
swimming, huh?" Sara just wanted to make sure that Alex was still going to
be a happy camper when she left the salon -- she hated it when customers asked
for hairstyles they ended up hating.
"I'm absolutely positive, Sara," Alex assured the young stylist.
"I've given it a lot of thought and it's time for some radical changes in
my life, this is one of them." She smiled to put the girl at ease and then
added, "I'll let you decide on the style -- just make it short and in
vogue, okay?"
"You got it -- are you ready to rock and roll?" Sara held out her arm
in a "let's go into the salon" movement and the two of them walked
into the shop.
When Alex got up from the chair, a half-hour later she looked totally
different. She studied the new look side-to-side and front-to-back and was
entirely pleased with the final result. Sara left her bangs so they could be
worn either up or down but the rest of her hair was now styled fairly close to
her head. The front seemed to fall into all the right places and the tapered
back was indeed the latest style. She couldn't believe how much lighter her
head felt, and it was an unusually good feeling. Luckily for Alex she there
was a lot of natural body to her hair, so there was a fullness to the cut, even
with the lack of length.
Okay,
she mused at herself;
You've really done it now. Wait until the folks see this, they won't believe
it until they actually see it -- I just know that. Yes, I have joined the ranks
-- I now look more like who I am -- So Alex, welcome to the club.
She paid the cashier and gave Sara a large tip and a genuine 'thank you.' As
she was walking out the door Sara ran up to her with a small baggie in her
hand. "I thought you might like some of this for a souvenir," she
giggled as she put the bag into Alex's hand. "It will be quite a while
before you see it that length again. See you later, Alex."
"See ya, Sara. Thanks -- I appreciate this." She held the bag up eye
level, looking at what was left of her long dark tresses. With a smile and a
wave she was off to her car and back to the house.
It was almost 5 o'clock and she told Jane she'd be home after 5:30 so she'd
best be getting there.
Samantha was right, it only took a little over two hours and she was done for
the day. It was a little past 4 o'clock and she was in the middle of unpacking
when the phone rang.
"Hello."
"Hi, Samantha. This is Jane Attenberg."
"Oh, Hi. Did something rush come in?" Samantha asked.
"Sort of Samantha. It's not transcribing but I will pay you for your time.
I have a favor to ask of you, if you are not too busy this evening," her
boss began.
"What kind of favor?"
"Well, one of our new clients has decided that she would like to have one
of the Dictaphone machines personally delivered to her tonight."
"Uh, huh?" Sam queried.
"I was just wondering, Samantha, since you don't live far from this client
and because you really didn't have a lot of work today, would you like to
deliver the machine and perhaps help her set it up? I thought maybe the extra
money for this business trip would come in handy. If you have the time you
might also help her get started using it." Jane let the ball drop into
Samantha's court for the answer.
"Well, Jane, I really didn't have anything planned for this evening except
for doing some unpacking which I hate to do anyway. So . . . Yeah. Sure. I'd be
happy to take one of the machines over to the client. Who is she?"
"Her name is Alexis Dorian. She's refurbishing that old warehouse south of
town off South Coast Hwy. It's only about 2 miles from the Red Lobster and if
you go as far as The Laguna Reef Inn you've gone too far. The directions may
sound a little complicated, but it's really easy to get to and impossible not
to spot, if you are in the right vicinity. You know where Ruby's is, don't you,
Samantha?"
"Actually, Jane, I think I know exactly where the building is. Is it the
right hand turn off Coast Hwy after Horizon View Drive?"
"Yes, that's the road. It's still unnamed but I think she's in the process
of having the street named after her new business."
"If the business is called Alternative Paradise, Jane, I know exactly
where it is. I was just swimming on that beach this morning." Samantha
smiled into the phone at the thought of her destination.
Now I'll actually get to see the inside of the 'castle' as well as the outside.
She thought to herself.
"Yes, that's the place," Jane confirmed. She said she would be home
anytime after 5:30 and you needn't call ahead. I don't even think she has an
address yet but she lives in the building so you should have no trouble finding
it. No need to dress for business, just casual will be fine. I really
appreciate this Samantha and as I said earlier, I will reimburse you for your
time."
"Okay, Jane, that's cool." Sam replied. "Gosh it's almost 4:30
now. Let me change at least into something I haven't been cleaning in for hours
and get over to the office to pick up the machine. I should be there in about
30 minutes -- that will give me plenty of time to get there, it only takes
about 10 minutes from your place. Does that sound all right with you."
"It sounds great, Samantha. Again, I really appreciate you doing this on
such short notice. I think we may be a little slow the next week or so but when
this clinic of hers opens up, we should have more than enough work to keep you
busy. See you in a bit." With that she hung up and Samantha went to take
another quick shower and change into a decent pair of jeans and a blouse.
Carefully going through the clothes in her closet she decided on a pair of
stone washed blue jeans, a blouse with small daisies dancing around the collar
and a pair of white sandals. She considered this to be a casual summer outfit
but not so casual that it couldn't pass for being business casual. Anyhow, Jane
said she didn't have to dress up, and it was after hours. She'd be at Jane's in
just a few minutes. This was a great opportunity as she was anxious to see the
inside of the warehouse.
Jane had the machine set out and ready to be picked up. When Samantha arrived
at the office, she found the door unlocked so went in.
"Hello Jane. It's Samantha. I'm here to pick up the machine." The
blonde called slightly above her normal level.
"I'm back here, Samantha. Come on in." Her boss answered. "Now,
you won't have any trouble instructing her how to use this, will you?"
"No problem at all -- piece of cake. Of course it also depends on how
savvy she is about doing something like this. If she's a real novice I may be
there a while, but if she has the brains to put together a place like the one
she has, I'm sure there will be No Problem." Samantha answered with near
certainty.
"Well, I had best get started -- don't want to keep the lady
waiting." Sam smiled at her boss, picked up the machine and started for
the door.
"Here, let me get the door for you. Thanks again, Samantha and have a nice
evening. Ms. Dorian seems like a nice enough person, a little on the stringent
side, very business like, but she seems nice. I'm sure you'll have no
problems." Jane opened the door for Samantha to pass. "I'll talk to
you in the morning to see how everything went." She closed the door and
Samantha could hear the lock click behind her as she made her way to the VW.
Thank goodness I have the top down tonight, I don't think I could have opened
the door with this machine in my hands.
She placed the machine on the seat and went around to the driver's side. Sam
really felt excited about getting to see the inside of the warehouse. She
hoped it would not disappoint her - it looked so enticing with all the changes
she had seen it go through.
The late afternoon temperature was a comfortable 72 degrees and the wind felt
good blowing through her hair on the short trip to the cove area. She was there
in less than 10 minutes and was even a little early. Sam got out of the car and
went around to get the Dictaphone. With machine in hand, she walked up to the
double doors of the warehouse. Something new had been added since this morning
-- actually it Was the double doors.
Wow
, she though,
I've never seen doors like this before.
While standing there holding the machine, she began studying the unusual
portal before her. On each of the doors was an identical stained glass panel.
In the center of each was a large emblem of a lavender and white yin-yang.
Surrounding the symbol and in varying colors were other symbols, some which
Samantha knew like the Pentacle, the cross and the Magen David. Others she had
seen but didn't know the names of.
One of the figures even looked like a female Buddha.
What a wonderful design for the entrance to a place called Alternative
Paradise,
she thought to herself as she stood there holding the machine and staring. She
made a mental note to come back again to examine the doors more closely and to
write down everything on them so she could go home and look it all up. This
place was definitely beginning to live up to her imagination of what it should
be.
A little to the right of the doors was a call box. Samantha leaned up against
the building with the machine being balanced between the building and her body
and pushed the button. A couple seconds later a rich contralto voice answer
with a singular, "Yes?"
"Ms. Dorian? This is Samantha Riley. I'm an employee of Jane Attenberg's.
She asked me to drop this Dictaphone machine by and perhaps show you how to use
it."
"I'll be right down, Ms. Riley. Give me a minute." The disembodied
voice answered.
What a Voice!
Samantha thought to herself.
I hope I get to do whatever it is she dictates. I could listen to a voice like
that forever.
She heard so many unappealing voices in her work that this voice literally
sent chills down her spine.
If only all voices had that tone and quality. My job would be a cinch.
On second thought, I might spend more time trying to imagine the body beyond
the voice and get absolutely Nothing done. Well, at least I won't have to wait
to match this voice and body together!
Sam saw the light switch on in the hallway, illuminating even more the stained
glass designs on the doors in front of her. She was so mesmerized with the
beauty of the glass that she missed seeing the figure arrive at the doors until
they were opened and the woman was standing before her.
It's
Her
,
Samantha shouted in her mind.
It's the woman on the beach. It's the woman in the water. By the Gods this
must be fate. I actually get to meet this stranger face-to-face and she has a
voice to match the body and eyes . . . I could certainly get lost in those deep
sapphire eyes.
Samantha's mind came back to the present for an instant, as something did not
seem the same on the woman before her.
Her hair --- what did she do to her hair --- That's it! I distinctly remember
it being really LONG. Who cares, silly, whatever she did she's still the most
attractive woman you've ever laid eyes on.
She was staring again and her mouth must have been hanging wide open.
The woman had opened the doors and was just standing there, towering over
Samantha, with a slightly crooked smile on her face. She lifted her left
eyebrow and addressed Sam, "Would you like to come in and show me how to
set the machine up? Or would you rather just stand there a little longer?"
She smiled a little broader and continued, "Only kidding, but you do look
like you've just seen a ghost."
Actually, Alex was as dumbfounded as Samantha but refused to let the emotion
show on her face or in her demeanor. In fact she wasn't exactly sure how she
was going to handle this. Should she let the small woman know that she had seen
her on those two occasions or should she just let it go? Evidently, the petite
woman standing in front of her realized that Alex was the person she had seen
on the beach last night and again this morning in the water. That was the most
obvious reasoning to atone for the look of astonishment on the young woman's
face.
Samantha shook her head slightly and gave the taller woman a shy upward glance
without really lifting her head to face her.
Well, you had hoped you would get the opportunity to meet her. Be careful what
you wish for Samantha . . .
She cleared her throat and in a very dry voice said, "Uh, huh. I would be
glad to set up the machine . . . lead the way."
"Why don't you let me carry that machine," Alex said as she began to
take the piece of equipment out of the smaller woman's hands, "it looks
rather heavy and you've been standing there with it for some time now."
"Well, thank you Ms. Dorian . . . but . . ."
"No buts, give it to me -- and it's Alex -- just call me Alex, my Mom's
Ms. Dorian."
"Okay, Alex but only if you'll call me Samantha." Sam looked up into
those deep blue eyes and felt like melting.
At the exact same moment Alex looked down at Samantha and saw two emerald discs
looking back at her.
Samantha --
Alex rolled the name over in her mind
-- That is certainly a beautiful name
and it seems to fit her.
I didn't think I'd get the chance to meet her in person this soon. I know
Laguna's small but this is marvelous. ------ Watch your step Alex, don't get
foolish.
Alex took the machine from the small blonde and began walking toward the
elevator.
"All right, Samantha, why don't you just follow me and we'll get this
little beauty connected."
As she walked back down the hallway she could hear Samantha's footsteps
following close behind at a more rapid rate than her own. If the tall woman had
been paying attention, she would have realized that the small blonde had to
take two steps for every one of hers, just to lag a few steps behind. Samantha
was practically running just to stay even with Alex, and she wasn't doing a
very good job at keeping up. They reached the elevator with Sam still three or
four steps behind.
"I'm sorry," Alex apologized, as she turned around and recognized
that she had left the small blonde in her shadow. "I tend to forget that
everyone doesn't walk as fast as I do and that's just plain rude."
"No problem," Samantha puffed, slightly out of breath but more from
anxiousness than exertion. At least she had an excuse to be breathing so
deeply. "Actually, I don't think it's your speed, I think it's your
stride. You have a few inches on me," Samantha said with a slight smile up
to Alex.
"Yes, I guess I do at that now don't I?" Alex smiled back.
The taller woman pushed the button and the elevator door immediately opened.
She stepped inside, placed the machine on the floor and waited for Samantha to
enter. Since Sam was the last one in, she was standing closest to the panel
where the key had to be placed to allow them access to the third floor. Alex
stepped directly behind Samantha and reached over her shoulder to put the key
in. Samantha, suddenly realized she was standing in the way and awkwardly tried
to move . . .
"No, no. Stay where you are. Your okay," Alex told her. "I just
need to reach over and put this key in so we can get all the way up to the
third floor. The other side of the panel will only allow us to get to the
second floor." She gave Samantha a quick smile.
Damn,
Samantha thought to herself as her heart started pounding,
I don't believe the feelings I'm having. She's barely touching my back and I
feel like it's on fire. I've
Never
had this kind of reaction to
Anyone
before - especially to a woman!
Samantha could feel the blood rising from her neck to her face and kept
herself face forward for fear of Alex seeing her blush.
Alex was having a similar reaction while reaching over the smaller woman's
shoulder. Her breasts gently brushed Samantha's back and she could feel the
nipples underneath the tank top immediately begin to harden.
Oh,
Shit,
this is Just what I need. 'Pervert makes pass at young professional woman in
private elevator in Laguna.'
She could see the headlines.
Make it quick, Alex, before she thinks you Are making a pass at her. What a
lovely way to start a business relationship. You should have let her move --
FOOL.
The lift finished its short trip to final destination. "Okay, here we
are," Alex picked up the machine and stepped out of the elevator.
"Follow me," she instructed as they entered the penthouse level of
the warehouse. She proceeded to open a door that was slightly on an angle and
to the left of the elevator doors. The first thing Samantha noticed was the
expanse of light in the large room. To the right as they walked in was a
kitchen done all in what looked to be a white mahogany with the cabinets on the
north wall, an island in the middle for food preparation and a breakfast bar
separating the kitchen from the living area. To the west of the kitchen was a
glass-topped dining table overlooking a breathtaking view of the Pacific. The
floor plan was almost totally open with only the bar separating the kitchen and
living room. The living room was sparsely furnished but did have a stone
fireplace on the east wall. Samantha could see into the next area, also because
all that was separating it from the living room was what looked to be a full
size bar.
"I don't have all my furniture yet," Alex apologized, "So the
place looks a little empty. I haven't really finished planning out exactly the
look I want to end up with."
"I think what you have so far is just marvelous," Samantha commented.
"There's so much open space and so much light. It's absolutely the most
beautiful view I've ever seen from someone's living room."
Samantha walked closer to the floor-to-ceiling windows and looked out to the
ocean as the sun was about an hour or so away from the evening descent.
"Breathtaking, I think I would definitely call this breathtaking."
"Well, I'm glad there is someone else who gets the same feelings I do when
I look out over this view. Actually, you're the first person I've had up here
besides construction workers, installation and delivery people." She
motioned to Sam toward the open door to the south of the living area.
"I've kind of set up a temporary office in the bedroom. I have my
computer, fax and a couple phone lines in there. It probably won't stay there
but it will do for now." Alex led the way into the large master suite and
Samantha followed.
"Please excuse the mess in here, I have lots of things to unpack."
Alex apologized again, pulling clothes off the king size waterbed and tossing
them into the laundry shoot on the other side of the room. She pointed in the
direction of the wrap around desk, which held a computer, a fax, a phone and a
printer.
"Okay." Samantha started -- "Let's get you hooked up and then
I'll give you a quick lesson on how to operate this little beauty." She
smiled in Alex's direction. The set up was a snap and they had everything
connected in a matter of 10 or 15 minutes.
"Now, comes the fun part, Dictaphone 101. Are you ready?"
"As ready as I'll ever be," Alex replied.
"Well, why don't you sit down here like you're going to dictate and I'll
go over the procedure with you. If you run into any problems everything is
spelled out fairly clearly here in the manual." Samantha waited for Alex
to come and sit down at the desk and then she handed her the microphone.
"Now you can use this, the telephone receiver or you can use the automatic
mic that's attached to the machine. Probably the easiest to use would be the
automatic mic. Any of them will work, but remember when the machine is on all
the background noise will also get recorded, so the room needs to be fairly
quiet -- for the sake of the transcriptionist," she added with a large
grin. "The power switch is here . . ." As Samantha proceeded to push
the switch into the 'on' position, Alex's hand reached over covering the
smaller hand just as it made contact with the machine.
Alex had thought that Samantha wanted her to turn the machine on and her
movement was almost synchronized with Samantha's -- obviously it was a wrong
decision. The touch was quick and just as quickly removed, but there was a
feeling of intensity in the moment that made the touch seem more like a caress.
Alex swallowed harder than she had anticipated and could have sworn that
Samantha must have heard her, "Gosh, I'm sorry, I thought you wanted me to
turn it on."
"That's . . . okay," Samantha said knowing that the gentle touch had
just sent a tingling sensation up her entire arm and now she was feeling
tongue-tied. "Let me just . . . quickly go over . . . all the buttons and
knobs and explain everything I think you might need to know." When she was
finished with everything she could possibly think of, she let out a slight sigh.
"That about does it. Do you have any other questions?"
"No, I don't think I'll have any trouble at all." Alex answered,
"But, if I do, I'll just ask Jane to have you come back over and
re-instruct me, how does that sound?
What a stupid thing to say
she reprimanded herself and quickly added, "I'm just kidding, Samantha, I
think I'll be just fine. You explained everything perfectly."
She got up from the desk and stood in front of the smaller woman. They had
taken quite a bit of time going over all the nuances of the machine and how to
dictate. As she looked out at the ocean she could see that the sunset was
almost in progress.
They walked back into the living room and Alex decided to be bold and make a
suggestion. "Could I offer you a glass of wine, juice, water, or
something? Would you like to watch the sunset? It really is beautiful from
here." Alex said hoping that Samantha would say yes to both questions. She
didn't want this person standing in her bedroom to remain a stranger and felt
that in just the short amount of time they had already spent together that that
expectation was not too far fetched.
"A glass of wine would be really nice and I would love to watch the sunset
from here! I do believe this is the best seat on the beach." Samantha
smiled at Alex.
"Red or White?"
"Huh?"
"Wine." Alex grinned. "Red or white wine?"
"Oh, yeah, right. Whichever, ah, what do you suggest?"
"Well," Alex pondered for effect, "I think White Zinfandel is
definitely a good choice to go with sunsets."
"Sounds like a winner to me," Samantha agreed.
"So, pull up a couple pillows and grab a piece of the floor -- I haven't
picked out a couch yet." Alex was feeling embarrassed about her lack of
furniture. She retrieved a bottle of wine from the small refrigerator behind
the bar and two wine goblets.
"No problem, I love pillows, they're so informal and romantic . . . I mean
comfortable," Samantha stammered as her face began to take on a pink glow
matching the view outside the window. She grabbed two of the large pillows from
beside the fireplace and placed them closer to the window facing out towards
the ocean. She took one for herself and propped it under her chest as she
relaxed on the floor and took in the awesome view. "This really is
Paradise, isn't it?" She said more to herself than for a response. She was
looking outward and didn't notice the affectionate smile that appeared on
Alex's as she glanced over at the small blonde making herself at home in her
living room.
"Well, here's to the beginning of a long working friendship - if I'm not
being too presumptuous." Alex said as she walked over to Samantha and
handed her a glass.
"To friendship -- that's a perfect toast," added Samantha.
The two toasted, clinking their glasses together, shyly looking into each
other's face, and trying desperately not to show what was actually going on in
their minds. Alex broke the silence after the toast with a confession.
"You know, Samantha, I'm pretty sure I've seen you twice in the last two
days, down here on the beach. Am I mistaken or was it you?"
"Yeah, it was me. The first night I was with my friend Suzanne and we were
digging clams. I haven't lived here very long and kind of decided that this was
going to be my comfort place, this beach of yours. So, you'll probably be
seeing a lot of me. I was here this morning, too. And I have a confession -- I
saw you both times I was here but was afraid to say hi. You never can tell
about people these days, even saying 'hi' can get all kinds of unusual
responses. I was really surprised, though, when you opened the door tonight and
your hair was short."
She stumbled over her next words, thinking the last part of her sentence may
have come out as a criticism. "Oh, don't get me wrong. The new cut looks
great on you . . . I. . . I actually think I like it better the way you have
it now . . . and I'm sure it's easier to take care of. I know I prefer mine
short," she rambled on, "especially if I'm going to be doing a lot of
swimming."
Hoping she smoothed over the blurb, she glanced at Alex who was sitting quietly
on the floor, watching the sunset and listening to her babble.
"You know Samantha, it feels really nice having someone here to share the
sunset with. I think they should be shared, don't you." She turned and
looked at the green-eyed cutie who was now sitting cross-legged on her living
room floor within touching distance from her.
"Yes, I think the Gods . . . I bet I sound crazy, don't I? But you see --
I really like mythology and sometimes get carried away with. . ."
"No, no -- go on," The dark-haired beauty entreated.
"Well, I think the Gods had a small soft place in their hearts for us at
one time. After watching us run around all day long, working so hard from the
minute we got up until we went to bed, I think they felt sorry for us. So, they
decided to give us a reward at the end of each day. Something that would make
us slow down for a little while, sit still, just be quiet and watch. They made
it soooo beautiful that we decided it needed to be shared and romanticized.
That's why we all get this really warm, fuzzy feeling deep inside every time we
see a beautiful sunset reflecting all the colors of passion from the cool
subtle blues and lavenders to the hot oranges and pinks. It stirs something
deep within us from the depths of time and brings a fitting end to each
day."
Soft green eyes looked over at the woman sitting so close she could have
reached out and touched her. Looking at the tall woman's profile, Samantha saw
a tear beginning to trickle down Alex's face. She didn't know why, but she had
a strong desire to lean over and brush the tear away. Before she could think
about it, she was actually doing it. Alex gently took her hand, as the tear was
wiped dry, and smiled down into her new friend's face -- the face of an angel.
"Thank you, Samantha, what a beautiful thought. I don't think I've ever
heard anyone describe the origin of a sunset any better." She smiled again
and then realized that she was still holding onto the other woman's hand -- she
let go -- slightly embarrassed.
"You're welcome, Alex. It's just that I have this vivid imagination and .
. . well . . . thank you," Samantha said embarrassed as well. "I
think maybe I'd better get going, I don't want to overstay my welcome the very
first time I'm here." She got up from her sitting position and started
toward the door.
"Okay, leave if you must, but there's no way you can overstay your welcome
here, my friend. You are very welcomed to come back anytime. In fact, why don't
I give you a call tomorrow? Since you've only been in Laguna for a short period
of time and I have been around forever, there are a lot of things I could show
you . . . if you'd like."
"That would be great," Samantha beamed back at her.
"It's a deal then. Come on, let me go down with you to your car."
The two newly acquainted friends slowly walked to the elevator and rode the
short distance down to the first floor in silence, each lost in her own private
thoughts.
"So, Alex," Samantha began the goodbye, "it was really good to
meet you, and I'll be looking forward to hearing from you tomorrow. I know you
won't have any trouble with the Dictaphone, and I'm glad Jane asked me to bring
it over instead of one of the other girls."
"I'm glad she did, too," Alex admitted.
You probably wouldn't want to know how glad I am you're the one she sent.
She thought silently.
"Thanks again for the wine and the sunset." Samantha looked up into
the taller woman's face and didn't know whether to offer her hand or just turn
and go. She decided on the latter. "Good night, Alex."
"Good night, Samantha. Be careful going home."
Alex watched as the small blonde crossed the street, got into her car, and
turned on the engine.
Sam waved at her new friend as she started toward home.
Alex waited by the front door until the car pulled away from the curb and then
waved back. "Okay, Samantha -- 'til tomorrow," Alex said to the wind
as she walked back inside, closed the stained glass doors and walked back into
the all too quiet warehouse.